Warning: This chapter contains angst and traumatic ptsd. If you are sensitive to this stuff, please don't read this. Hopefully I did this right though. Enjoy!
Your POV:
All of it went by in a flash. Monokuma exploded from being crushed by an Exisal. The Monokubs obviously freaked out due to the death of their beloved "father". Everyone was very confused on how this would happen, some even thinking a spare would pop up momentarily.
I had a split opinion on the matter. I wanted to believe Monokuma was dead but...... it would seem like it was "too" perfect for a happy ending. It wouldn't just end like this.... right?
These thoughts ran through my head until the Monokubs told us that Monokuma didn't have a spare. It was shocking. They then brought up that they were going to eat him? It confused me, so I just kept quiet. They then left.
"U-Umm... What's going on?" Tsumugi asked nervously.
"Hmm... Everything's a complete mess now. But if there's no final boss... then that means this killing game is cancelled!" Kokichi said happily.
"Huh!? Cancelled!?" Gonta exclaimed.
"I don't think so. Monokuma is just a robot. There has to be someone controlling him," Rantaro explained.
"Ah-haha, don't be such a worrywart! Everything's defiantly over now!" Kokichi exclaimed in response, "with the mastermind gone, continuing this game is pretty much impossible."
"Um.... Kokichi. I have to agree with Rantaro on this..." I muttered, looking down slightly.
Rantaro looked at me, his eyes slightly widening. I started to fiddle with my hair a little bit, trying to ease the anxiety building up from the stares I got.
"I mean.... isn't this *too* convenient for us? I don't think whoever is behind this would end it like this. The mastermind might have some secret ba—" I said, being cut off.
"(y/n), quit being a buzzkill. Everyone's still angry with you for what you did yesterday. I mean. You try to give us hope, and now that we have hope, you want to take it away. Do you even care about others and their feelings?" Kokichi explained.
My eyes widened slightly, as my hands started shaking. Sweat started to roll rivers down my face. The trembling moved from my hands to my entire body. This felt familiar.
"You didn't actually care... did you?"
"You always seemed fine. Nothing ever happened to you,"
"You brought bad luck ever since you were born..."
"You used him.... you killed him..."
"Y O U M O N S T E R !"
I felt as if I was being sucked into a different world. It was dark barren, only showcasing the voices in my head. I backed away slightly.
"Everyone wishes you were dead... you murderer. You monster,"
"N-No.... I-I'm not... please stop..." I whimpered, tears forming in my eyes.
"Nothing ever bothered you. You are emotionless. You use people until you don't have a use for them anymore,"
"I-I'm not a monster... I never killed anyone.... that day.... that day was just a coincidence...." I explained in quiet sobs, "I would never kill anyone. Please believe me!"
Shadowy silhouettes surrounded me, playing a chorus of voices. Those voices surrounded me in a circle, repeating the same thing over and over again.
"You are a killer,"
"You should've died instead of that boy,"
"The world wants you dead, so why not end your life now?"
"You are worthless. Nothing but trash who hurts others,"
"Go die!"
"STOP IT!" I shouted, my hands grabbing the sides of my face, tears in my eyes.
Everyone stopped talking about whatever was happening and looked at me. They all seemed to be alarmed in some way. They must've thought I was arguing with them.
My eyes scanned the room, the anxious feeling finally setting in. I let out a sigh, letting my arms rest to my sides.
"(y/n)... are you alright?" Kaede asked me.
I stayed silent, not wanting to share anything about my past with them.
"Why aren't you talking. Is something wrong? What's going on?" Kaede asked once more.
I refused to answer once again. I grabbed my arm and squeezed it lightly to try to relieve the anxiety.
"(y/n) say something! Your fuckin' silence speaks volumes!" Miu exclaimed, obviously very angry that I wasn't talking.
"Just... leave me alone....." I muttered in a very trembly voice.
Once I said that, I ran out of the dining hall. I ran over to the entrance hall, opening the double doors leading outside. I soon made it to the dormitory, entering my room and locking the door.
I fell onto my knees, my hands tangling themselves in my hair.
"GET OUT OF MY HEAD!" I shouted.
I started to hit my head against the wall closest to me. I slammed my head into the wall many times, causing a slight bruise to form.
"I'm not a monster! I had nothing to do with that car crash! I never killed anyone! GET OUT OF MY HEAD!" I screamed out.
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