Love~Love Paradise

A Boat Ride Home

(Aphmau's p.o.v)
We were finally heading home. All of us. We were finally getting away from Michael. I felt the brizz of sea.

Aph: ahh...
Aar: you okay?

I turn around. I smile.

Aph: I'm alright. Are you okay?
Aar: I'm good.

Aaron comes closer.

Aar: I'm just glad we are going home.
Aph: I sadly agree. It was nice come here but-
Aar: but?
Aph: but being here any longer would of caused our family to be in more in danger then they were previously.

Aaron sighed.

Aph: something wrong?

He closes his eyes.

Aph: Aaron?
Aar: you aren't blaming yourself for this are you?

I look down.

Aph: I am.. but only half. I do blame Michael and Zack.

I look up at him.

Aar: at least you aren't blaming yourself for everything. When you do that Aphmau I'm pretty sure that's not to healthly.

I make a confused face.

Me unhealthy?

Aph: for my..?
Aar: Mental state.

I know my mental state is bad. Can that really affect me?

Aph: how can this affect me?
Aar: by blaming yourself, u put a false sense of state of  lies that can control your mind and your actions.
Aph: i-
Aar: I know. While you were in the hospital I took a mental health class. I wanted to know how to help  you or others

I look away. I look at the water. I start to tear up.

Aph: why didn't you tell me?
Aar: huh?
Aph: Aaron why didnt you tell me you took that class?
Aar: I was.
Aph: WHEN WHERE YOU GOING TO TELL ME?

I run off. I don't why I was so mad.

Aph: ugh..  I don't get my emotions. Am I that bad?
Ein: something wrong?
Aph: oh, Ein I'm sorry if I im sorry if I ruined anything!
Ein: you didn't don't worry. I was dreaming about my volleyball bois ~
Aph: oh-

Ein kinda sat there staring into the clouds.

Aph: Are you gay?

Ein looks at me.

Ein: no, I'm bisexual. I liked a girl years ago, and now I like a hot boi. I know he isn't taken.
Aph: you should of go for him Ein.
Ein: maybe you're right I will.

Ein walks way

Ein: OH Blaze ~

I smile. I look at the water. I sigh. Was going on with me? I wouldnt of got mad at Aaron for taking a class like that. Well I just hope I didn't upset him.

I close my eyes.

Geez I'm a horrible wife. I got mad at for taking a class on mental health. This is good for us. It's good for him and me. So I why did I get so mad about him taking it?

I stand there questioning my own actions.

Aph: geez I'm so stupid
Aar: no your not.

I turn around. I could tell Aaron was hurt. I started to tear up. I ran and hugged him.

Aph: I'm so sorry. I'm so stupid. I didn't mean to hurt you Aaron.
Aar: it's okay!
Aph: no it's not! It's not okay! I'm a horrible wife!
Aar: ...

I pulled away. I turned around and started walking. Aaron grab my hand spun me around and kissed me. I didn't pull away. I couldn't. I fell in love with him all over again. Aaron pulls away.

Aar: you aren't a horrible wife. You didn't know how to feel. I should of told you earlier bab. I'll take the blame on this one!
Aph: no I was the one who yelled at you Aaron. This is my fault.
Aar: it's not. Remember what I said earlier. Don't blame everything on you. You didn't cause this. You don't cause things to happen. It just happens. I'm here to help you clear your mind from negative. Aphmau let me help you get through these struggles.
Aph: okay...

WOOO! Part out Bab. This was half way done when Im writing it. Sorry for not writing in a while. I'll try my best to keep it updated and stuff. So I hope you enjoyed. (Next part going to be called: Celeste and Amethyst) (pages: 7) (words: 693)