A Barrier Meant To Be Broken

Hopefully, Never Forgotten

When I met you, there was a storm

Inside me, was turmoil

Distructive, I was... to myself

Then you came into my life

A dim light in your eyes

Someone hurt you

Like someone hurt me

I wanted to comfort you

Then suddenly it became more

It was one night then two.

Endless amounts of days passed and you were in my thoughts

It worried me

My friends were leaving

Then there was you

Who do I chose?

I stayed

For you

To this day I dont regret

Im so glad that I met you

Without you, I wouldn't have been able to survive.

I was swimming against the current. The waves were crashing down on me.

I was sinking

My arms flailed, I continued to try

Then I realized how much I wanted you

Why am I hurting myself?

You threw out a rope and I clutched it

For a time, I didnt pull myself out of the sea

I was so used to destroying myself

That leaving that suffering seemed uneasy

What if it followed? I thought

What if this person isn't saving me but putting me into a different version of harm's way

I took the risk.

You pulled me in.

There was weary in your eyes

But you were friendly

Now I can breath

Two years later

Almost three since we have been together

But we met in August of 2015

Officially, we have known each other for three years

I wouldnt have it any other way

And im sorry that I'm here away from you

But this is a task that I have to complete

I will always love you

No matter the result of this

I hope we can make it

If not, I know that our love was worth the time we spent together

And I also know that I will never stop loving you

Just as I never stopped loving the storm

In my heart you will always been my sun

And to me, I will always your moon.

He may be my foundation. I may his beginning

But there was much distruction that came between us

And I'm glad that you never treated me that way

Your love was pure

Your love was kind

And I hope you could feel the love that I tried to show you

I love you.

And I hope never forget that 

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Written: September 25th, 2018. Written For: My Sun. 

May we last and if not, may your light never dim. For the love we have will never cease in me. My path may differ but my love for you shall remain the same.