Once In An Existence

Chapter 3: I am not perfect as I thought I was.

So, today I will really start my college life, to really start it. I'm so weird. Like, the day yesterday I was really excited to go to school while now, I think umaayaw na ako. Hindi ko ata kaya. I am too much perfect to be in that university. Losers.

"Kamusta naman ang araw mo kahapon Katy?" tanong ni Yaya Nica na dinalhan ako ng breakfast in bed.

"Okay naman po. Masaya." I lied. I am totally a liar. I don't want my yaya to know that she was right on the fact that being with different kind of people is not what I really expected.

She just smiled and left me the tray. I smiled back at her. "Thank you yaya--" Then I realized something. "--why did you brought me breakfast today? Diba I am supposed to eat with my parents?"

"Wala sila eh. Maaga ulit umalis."

"Ay ganun po ba? Sige po. Thank you."

Wala nanaman sila? Why? First, pinapasok nila ako sa university na they supposed to know I never ever liked. Then now, they don't even spend much time with me? What are they doing? Are they leaving me? 

I was eating when suddenly, a tear dropped from my eye. "Bakit ko ba sila iniiyakan?" sabi ko sa sarili ko. "Am I weak? No, I am strong. I know I am. I can..." Pinatong ko ang mukha ko sa kamay ko para matakpan at mapigilan ang luha ko. "I can't. I need people who loves me. I need someone.."

I need to stop this drama. Masisira ang beauty ko kapag palagi akong nag-aalala at pag nadedepress ako. I went to my iPhone and tweeted..

' Whoa. Wish me luck for my very really first day in an actual school xx '

"What?!" Seriously. Bakit kasi ngayon lang sinabi ni yaya, edi sana I had an excuse to have an absent. Eh dahil nasa kotse na kami at naka-park na sa university, I have no choice. "Yaya naman. Bakit ngayon mo lang sinabi? May voice lessons pala ako mamaya.."

"Kailangan mo kasi pumasok, you need to learn."

"Learn what? I am perfect in everything." I just walked out of our car and straight to our classroom. I have no time para makipagaway pa kay Yaya Nica. Ayaw ko din naman na saktan siya through my words.

As soon as I walked in, same, as usual. Ganun pa din sila. Maingay tapos walang naka-pansin sakin. Okay? Umupo ulit ako dun sa inupuan ko kahapon. Malapit lang sa pinto, I am too shy to walk-in... WHAT? No. I am not shy. Hm? I'm just... I don't know. 

"There you are!" shouted someone. Oh ayun siya! Yung babae kahapon who greeted me. Yey :) She has long dark hair with streaks of blonde sa may end ng buhok niya. Ang awesome niya tignan. And it's so obvious she's not wearing any make up on :') 

"Hi!" I waved at her. She waved at me and seated next to my seat.

"Bakit ka dito nakaupo? Why not sit there?" She pointed to the front. 

"Nah.~ I'd rather sit here than to join the noise there." Yung maiingay kasi andun silang lahat sa harap, plus yung tatlong babae na ako ang pinag-uusapan kahapon.

"Bakit naman girl? Let's go there and meet them. Sila friends ko dito. And friend na din kita so you also need to be friends with them." Ha? Ganun ba to gain friends? I wasn't able to react kasi hinila na niya ako papalapit sa mga maiiingay sa harap.

"Oy Esha! Sino yang dinala mo ha?"

"Uy, I think I know her."

"Oo! Siya nga! BWAHAHAHAHAHA!"

Hala? And why are they laughing? Will I be a laughing stock around here? If yes, then I'll not join this--- "Hi!" Biglang may kumulbit sakin na isang magandang nilalang. Sus. Maganda? Ako ang maganda.