Shawn Mendes Imagines

No Promises

I looked him in the eyes, "Shawn, I can't do this." I turned my back towards him, heading towards the other side of the room.

He put his large hand on my waist, spinning me around, "Please Y/n, I've waited so long to have you. Just one kiss." He said leaning in.

I felt his lips brush against mine. My heart began to beat faster as the adrenaline surged through my veins.

I connected my lips with his, falling into the temptation. My heart was happy, but there were so many thoughts running through my head.

Shawn and I have been friends, good friends, for quite a few years now. What if this messes things up.

I reluctantly pulled away from the kiss.

"Shawn, I don't know about this. I don't want to mess anything up." He sighed.

"Y/n, I don't know where our relationship is or where it's going to go after this, but all I know is I want you, but I don't think I'm ready for a relationship right now. I don't want to make a promise that I can't keep. I want to keep it simple, let our feelings towards each other have control. I want to be free with you."

He had a point. I'm not entirely ready for a relationship either, but I want him. My heart longs to have him and if this is the only way we can right now then I'm okay with that.

"Okay, we keep things simple. No promises?" He smiles, "No promises."

He smirked, "Now, where were we?"

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A/N: I know it's super short, but I feel like it's better than nothing.

A little update on me: Emotionally I'm doing a lot better. I miss my grandma a lot and she comes into my mind everyday but I know she isn't suffering anymore. I'll miss her forever but I know I'll see her again one day.

Unfortunately tho there has been some boy drama, of course tho right. That's to be expected when you're in high school. But whatever.

Love you guys! xx