Perfect In My Eyes

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You and Shawn have been best friends for as long as you could remember. You've been neighbors since they moved in next door when you both were in kindergarten.

You two instantly had a connection and became best friends. Seniors in high school now, you were in love with each other, but neither admitted it, both of you being terrified to lose the best thing you have, each other.

You were getting up and around when you got a call. You answered the phone to find out it was Aaliyah.

"Y/n please come, Shawn hasn't been himself. We have tried everything to cheer him up. I think the only thing that'll make him feel better is you."

You could hear her sniffles over the phone, "Aaliyah I'm on my way. Don't worry Shawn will be alright." You said trying to encourage her, but on the inside you were breaking. Breaking at the thought of Shawn being unhappy, at the thought that you didn't do something about it sooner.

"Okay thanks y/n."

You didn't bother to change. You were in sweatpants and sweatshirt, your hair in a messy bun and no makeup. You didn't care though. The only important thing is that you got to Shawn.

You reached the house, stepping up on the porch and knocking on the door. Karen opening the door, a frown evident.

"He's upstairs honey." She gave you a hug, closing the door behind you.

"Okay thank you Karen, and don't worry he will be alright." Tears were brimming both of your eyes. "Thank you honey, we love you." You smiled. "Love you too."

You ran up the stairs and knocked on the door. There was no answer, the only noise was sniffles coming from inside the room.

"Shawn, it's me Y/n, just please let me in, I want to see you." The door opened, revealing a puffy eyed Shawn. His hair was messy, his cheeks soaked with his tears.

You've never seen Shawn like this, not even when he broke up with Lauren. He looks so broken.

He went straight back to his bed. You walked in, shutting the door behind you. You sat down on the bed beside him. He turned around to face the other way. He couldn't bare the thought of you seeing him like this, so weak.

"Shawn, what's wrong?" "Nothing, nothing. You can't change it anyway." "What can't I change?"

He shook his head, "You can't change me okay? You can't change the fact that when I look in the mirror I'm disappointed. You can't change the fact that I'm so broken and insecure. I see myself as ugly, and I can't seem to get anything right, no matter how much I try. I'm always the loser who wants to sing but can't. But most importantly you can't change the fact I love my best friend, but she will never love me back."

He was crying now, his face in his hands. You couldn't believe what Shawn thought about himself, he was perfect in your eyes.

"Shawn first of all, you should never doubt yourself. Everything about yourself is perfect. You are so handsome. I'd say the most handsome at this school. You're voice is outstanding and one of these days very soon you will most definitely get a record deal. So please don't ever doubt that."

"You are so nice and kind to everyone. You care so deeply about people and how they feel. You put their needs before your own, even if they would never do the same for you. The care you have for your family is unbelievable. I've never seen someone with a heart as big as yours. You would do anything just to make their day. Even if it causes you to get the raw end of the deal."

"And that smile, that smile brightens and makes my day. It lights up a room and makes any girl swoon when she sees it. All the times I've been down or hurt you were always there. I can't tell you how much that means to me. Every time I need a hug, you're there. Everything about you Shawn is amazing. Don't doubt that. All these things are the reason I love you so much Shawn. They're what makes you, you. You are perfect in my eyes."

Shawn's heart began to beat faster at your words. "You really mean everything you said."

You smiled, "Yes Shawn, I love you. No matter how much you doubt yourself, I love you." You said truthfully. He was the most amazing thing you had in your life.

"Y/n you have no idea how long I've waited for you to say those words to me."

Shawn's arms opened wide towards you. You embraced him in a hug full of love and compassion.

"I know this is probably the cheesiest thing right now but..." He lifted your head with his fingers. Your foreheads now touching.

"Would you be my girlfriend Y/f/n?" Within seconds your lips were on his. You both kissed each other with such a passion, a passion you couldn't possibly have with anyone else.

"Is that a yes?" He said, a laugh soon following. Your cheeks turn a light shade pink.

"It's definitely a yes."

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A/n: Thank you for reading guys . Comment and vote please. I love you cuties.

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