Kiss (N x Hongbin)

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I placed the empty glass on the sink, walking to my bedroom door. I slowly twist the door knob as if it's my first time opening it. I pushed the door...

I entered the room, saw my love sleeping on our shared bed. I walked up to him, smiling while moving the hair strands that cover his eyes. I slide my body under the blanket and faced him, watching him while sleeping. I move my face close to his, controlling myself to kiss his lips. I am getting sleepy when he stretched his body and opens his eyes. He looked at me and gave his sweetest smile, showing off his dimples. "For how long have you been watching me?" His deep voice is always like a music to my ears. "I am not sure but I enjoy watching you" I kissed his nose. He smiled and pull my body close to him. I hugged him back, making sure there is no gap between us. I looked up at him, he kissed my lips "I love you so much Hakyeon" he whispered through my ear.

I turn my body facing the door, feeling the empty space beside me. I can feel the warm tears streaming down my face again. I grab the end of my pillow and squeezed it tightly, letting my tears fall down from my cheeks to the pillow. Every night I could still remember how he told me that night how much he loves me. How he loves bringing my body in his arms, placing my head on his chest while listening comfortably to his heart beats.

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I exited from the bathroom with towel covering the lower part of my body. I opened the closet and looking through the clothes hanging inside. A dark gray hoodie caught my eyes, I pull it out from the hanger together with a pajamas on the other side. I slide up the pajamas and wore the hoodie. I pulled up the little cloth up to my nose and smell it, still smell like him.

I went down to the living room. Sat on the floor and rest my back on the down part of the couch. I was just staring at the black screen TV, wondering if he miss me or wonder about me. I still cannot even imagine that we'd end like this. I pull my legs up to my chest, hugs them and placed my chin on top of my knees. I let my tears fall down again to my cheeks.

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We arrived on the restaurant he mentioned for our 5th monthsary. The lady brought us to the room that Hongbin reserved only for us. Inside, the food is already set on the table and 4 musicians inside. They started playing instrumental when we both arrived. Hongbin held my hand and guided me to my chair. We started eating the food and talking random topics. The music changed to a very sweet and slow medley. Hongbin rose up from his seat and offered me his hand, understanding what does that meant, I grab his hand and stood up. He pull me close to him, placing both my arms around his neck and placed his hands on my waist. We started dancing to the rhythm.

The next day, we decided to go to my house and visit my parents. I realized I haven't introduced him yet to my father as he is always out of the country. We walked out from his car and walked towards the gate. We enter and knock on the door. My father opened and welcome us. I introduced Hongbin and vice versa. My father offered his right hand and Hongbin grab it and shook it. We both entered and walked in the house with his hands in his pockets.

We walked upstairs to my room. I opened and let him went in first before I close it. I listen how he compliments my room. I took out one of the photo album at the shelf. We both sat on the bed and showed him my baby pictures. "This photo I guess when I was 8 months and my parents brought me to the farm in our hometown. I was still not able to walk of course so I crawl and crawl" he laughs. "You look cute here tho" he smiled at me. "Of course, but I am cuter now" we both laugh. "Anyway, this is my graduation picture when I was in kindergarten. I don't know but I look really sad and this girl beside me she jus-" I was cut off when I felt a warm lips on me. He pulled out after a few seconds and smiled at me.

I lift up my head and feel my lips. Oh how I miss those rude interruptions. I miss you, Hongbin.

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I heard my phone ringing when I am preparing dinner, hoping it was Hongbin. I am making his favorite food to ease his tiredness from his work. I pick up the phone from the table "Hey binnie" I said "What time are you coming home? I have surprise to you!!" I said excitedly while stirring the food. "Hakyeon-ah.." I stopped when he said sounded not so loving. I stopped on what I am doing "I'm sorry"

"For what?"

"I am tired with our relationship. I am breaking up with you. I'm sorry" I was frozen from what I heard. I cannot manage to say something. Then I heard a beep sound, meaning that he hang up the phone.

I pulled my phone out from my pocket, I scroll through the contacts and clicked Wonshik's name. He answered after two rings "Hakyeon hyung!"

"Hi Wonshik"

"What's up?"

"Nothing much. How's Hongbin?" A moment of silence filled the phone call

"He's... he's alright. He is still with Sanghyuk."

I flinched when he mentioned Sanghyuk. It still breaks my heart, but I still hope that he is nice where he is right now. I ended the call and touch my lips. I could still feel his warm lips from the the last kiss we had.

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