Reckless Love {Bella Hadid/You} - Completed ✔

Roses Part 11.

Hailey:"I know, its okay...I'm here"She said making me hug her back just as tight"Its okay"She said kissing the side of my head and sighing"Its going to be okay"She mumbled making me hold her tighter and hold in my tears.

Y/n:"I'm sorry I snapped at you and acted rude"I mumbled making her pull away and cup my face sending me a small smile.

Hailey:"Its okay, why dont you go clean up and stuff"She said suggested while she looked around"I'll clean up and make you something to eat"She said making me nod.

I walked upstairs to my room that looked liked a mess making me sigh. I had a shower and walked out to see it clean and clothes laid out in the bed making me put it on and walk downstairs to see the house spotless. I walked towards the kitchen and saw her cooking making me take a seat in the stool.

Y/n:"Thank you for cleaning up my mess and cooking"I mumbled playing with my fingers avoiding eye contact. She walked up to me and picked my face up sighing.

Hailey:"Its okay, have you been eating take out for a week?"She asked making me nod.

Y/n:"I didn't really want to go out or have anyone come over....so I got take out and made my life easier, but I'm guessing that, that wasn't the best call"I said making her frown.

Hailey:"We all gave you your space Y/n and I understand that this is hard, but this isn't you"She said making me put my face in my hands and groan.

Y/n:"I know, I know it isn't but I can't deal Hailey. Its like my brain is on complete shut down mode....I feel like the world is to much for me right now"I said making her sigh.

Hailey:"You think that, but it isn't"She said sending me a reassuring smile making me huff.

She dished out for me and placed a bowl in front of me while she sat next to me and started eating.

Hailey:"I made your favourite so eat up....you need actual food"She said making me grab my fork and start eating. Actual food tasted so good right now and I loved it. I finished it and sat there quietly while Hailey cleaned up the dishes.

Y/n:"Did I miss anything?"I asked making her face me and shake her head.

Hailey:"Not really, everyone's worried about you...including your fans"She said making me groan"You've skipped shows, meet and greets and people are asking questions and your family are losing their minds"She said making me bite my lip"And sending a text saying 'I'm fine, just give me space' isn't really assuring"She said.

Y/n:"I know"I said not really knowing what to say. She walked over to me and handed me some papers.

Hailey:"I found these on floor....new music?"She asked making me look at the lyrics and sigh.

Y/n:"Yeah"I said looking at her"Do you think you can call the guys over?"I asked making her nod and smile.

Hailey:"Of course! I'll calk them over and give you all your space-"

Y/n:"No! You stay"I said making her look at me"Don't leave me"I said making her nod.

Hailey:"Okay, I'll call them and in the mean time you can tell me about your music"She said making me nod.

She called the guys and then we made our way to my studio and started talking. She asked me certain questions about how I've been holding up etc, but changed the subject after a few minutes. We talked until the guys came over making them pull me into a group hug.

Y/n:"Okay guys, I missed you to"I said patting their backs a little as they let go.

Kyle:"You fucking gave us heart attacks"He said making me shrug.

Y/n:"I'm sorry, but I did tell y'all to give me space"I said making them nod"Can we please not talk about depressing factors in my life and talk about the one thing that makes life worth living for me?"I asked making them nod.

Zayn:"I agree, what do you have?"He asked making me send him a grateful smile.

Y/n:"Well, since I've been stuck in this house for a week, I decided to be productive. I wrote pages and pages of music"I said handing them the pages"And I wanted to make it come to life...and the only people I can trust with doing that is y'all and Kanye"I said making them nod.

Taco:"Okay, but where's Kanye?"He asked and as soon as he said that Kanye walked in.

Y/n:"Speck of the devil"I said laughing a little. He pulled me into a hug and sighed.

Kanye:"How you holding up?"He asked making me shrug.

Y/n:"Like crap, but lets not focus on that! Lets focus on some music....that always makes me happy"I said making them nod"Oh and Hailey will be approving everything"I said making her look at me wide eyed.

Hailey:"Huh? I dont even know what to do or how to approve it"She said making us all laugh.

Travis:"Relax Hails, all you have to do is listen to the song and tell us what you think and if you feel that it needs changes"He said making her look at me.

Hailey:"Once again, I don't know anything"She said taking a seat on the chair next  to Zayn while I leaned against the wall.

Y/n:"Once again, you don't have to...its simple so just relax"I said making her nod.

Kanye:"Oh and Y/n, are we going to talk about your dates for the-"

Y/n:"Not right now"I said quickly cutting him off"We can discuss that later...but for now lets just focus on this"I said making everyone eye me but agree.

We spent the entire day coming up with beats, sorting out the lyrics and recording the songs and it was going well. I talked to Kris and asked if she could somehow save all the things I missed and she said she could which was a good thing.

I had a interview with Ellen tomorrow and then I had a concert that  Zayn was doing so I could hopefully redeem myself and make it up to the fans.

Kyle:"All this stuff is pretty deep"He said making me shrug as we listened to the songs.

Y/n:"It is, but since its approved I think its okay"I said making them nod.

Kanye:"Release dates?"He asked making me show him my phone.

Y/n:"I already talked to management and they love it since I've been dead recently so they think that this would be good along with the other things I have planned. They already started promoting it"I said making everyone pull out their phones.

Taco:"No shit, you're releasing three songs! Are you sure?"He asked making me nod.

Y/n:"I am, its time that I focus on myself and my career a little more along with my friends and family"I said making them eye me but nod.

Hailey:"Well, good luck with that because people are already losing their shit"She said making me laugh a little.

Y/n:"Anyways....wanna go out for dinner? My treat"I said making them all agree"You can invite the others....I don't mind. It can be a family thing"I said.

Travis:"Okay, I'm sure everyone will be happy about that"

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