One Direction To My Heart (One Direction)

Chapter 65

Tell him.

No, don't tell him.

Liam deserves to know.

But I'm not going.

He still deserves to know that I got a letter.

I can't do it.

Come on, Tori. Pull on your big girl panties and tell Liam you received a letter from Princeton.

It's not that important, though.

Yes, it is.

No, it's not because I'm not going.

I'll tell him later..

When he's sleeping. Then he won't remember.

I can't do that. I should tell him.

Just tell him. Tell Liam that you got a full scholarship to Princeton University. I should leave out the scholarship part. I would feel like I'm bragging.

I think I'm going insane. I'm arguing with myself. Normal people don't do this. Then again, I'm not normal. I stopped being normal when I started hanging out with One Direction.

Wait! I'm getting off topic.

I need to tell Liam about that letter from Princeton. I don't want to not tell him and have him find out from Megan. That would be bad.

Should I really tell him, though?

Yes!

No.

Come on, Tori! Stop trying to find a way out of telling him. Liam is your boyfriend. He deserves to know. Even if I'm not going, he deserves to know.

Get it together, girl!

"Did you just slap yourself?" Niall breaks my train of thought.

"Uh.." Did he just see me slap myself? I'm such a loser. "I thought a mosquito was biting me?" I reply, uncertainly. That makes sense, right?

Niall takes a sip from his water bottle. "It's daytime." He points out.

"There can be mosquitos during the day." I snap.

"Someone's grouchy." Louis enters the room. He plops down on the other side of me on the couch.

"I'm not grouchy!" I snap.

"What's eating you, love?" Louis snatches Niall's water bottle from him. Even Louis can tell there's something wrong.

"Mosquitos." Niall laughs. I punch him in the arm. "Ouch!" He rubs his arm where I punched him.

"Do you want to talk about it?" Louis asks me.

I glance at him from the corner of my eye. Should I tell them? Louis has a big mouth, though. I can trust both of them, but they would probably end up telling Liam before I do. That would be bad. I need to talk to Zayn. I need his opinion.

I stand up from the couch and get pulled back down by Louis. "Tori, you know that we'll always be here for you, right?" Louis turns serious.

"I know that." I reply.

"You can always come to us. No matter what." Niall adds.

My eyebrows furrow together. "Is everything okay?"

Louis pats my knee. "Everything's fine." He lies. Why is he lying to me?

"For now." Niall mutters. Louis's eyes widen slightly before glaring at Niall.

"What?" I ask, confused.

What's going on? Something is up and they aren't telling me. Niall and Louis exchange a quick look.