Matty❤:
I miss you Ell:(
Matty❤:
I know that you actually remember what you said
Matty❤:
you just wanted to know if I did... and I did, I was just scared to tell you in case you didn't
Matty❤:
or if you brushed it off saying you didn't mean it because you were drunk...
Matty❤:
the last person who I cared for and said that kinda fucked me around and broke my heart
Matty❤:
and I'm afraid of it happening again...
Matty❤:
I don't know how you meant it, whether it was a friend I love you, a best friend I love you or more than best friend but unsure what we are, I love you or if it was even a 'fuck I love you and I've just realised' kind of I love you...
Matty❤:
hell I still don't know if you even meant it, I only know what Ems told me about you being heart broken when I denied that you had said anything meaningful
Matty❤:
and I can't even begin to tell you how sorry I am baby:(
Matty❤:
it's been a week and a half and I miss you so fucking much like I can't even explain
Matty❤:
truth is, I'm scared to love someone again, but now I'm even more scared of losing you
Matty❤:
you mean too much to me Ellena... and seeing you with everyone in Cali while I'm here in NY sulking, made me realise how much in an idiot I was...
Matty❤:
I'm sorry Ell, I just had to tell you. I miss you and I love you too x
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Mistakes - Matthew Daddario (completed)
FanfictionEllena Cormez is a small time actress and a student at NYCU. A little acting here, a little modelling there. Matthew Daddario, big actor, huge shows and is definitely out of Ellena's grasp. Or so she thinks. Maybe one day, she could meet the man of...
