Fate's Desire [Sesshomaru x Rin]

XXIII: Drugged

"She shouldn't be awake, Mother." I heard Alexander speak.

I was just staring up at Lord Sesshomaru as he watched me in thought, Master Jaken's face suddenly appearing into view.

"It's possible the drugs I injected in her could have woken her up. But that's a slight possibility."

"You don't think one of your Apprentices-"

"-of course not. None of them would be too ignorant to disobey my command."

"What are we doing back here?" I decided to speak. I still felt groggy, even more groggy than I did before. It must be because Lord Sesshomaru was here.

"Your dear Lord Sesshomaru just came to seek my assistance concerning you, Rin." Alexander's mother said.

"Listen here, lady, I appreciate your help-"

"-Lady Akari. I saved your life." She interrupted me.

"By putting her life in more danger!!!" Master Jaken snapped.

I frowned in confusion.

"Don't listen to the imp. He has no idea what he's talking about." Alexander interrupted.

"Stop talking. You're all hurting my head." I said, rolling over onto my stomach, not even caring that my robe was tangling around my body.

"Were leaving." Lord Sesshomaru said. I pushed myself up, but Akari's voice stopped me.

"Rin. You have to take it easy until the medicine is fully out of your system. No sudden movements."

I rolled my eyes as I stood before her, looking down at her calm face.

I was swaying, my legs starting to feel like jello.

"What did you do to me?"

"I gave you a strong dosage of certain.. Drugs that would halt the spread of poison inside of you for a period of time."

"What? So I'm like this for however long-"

What felt like a hard punch to my stomach dropped me mid sentence as I doubled over, coughing out blood.

I could feel Lord Sesshomaru behind me, wrapping his arms around me. I tried to ignore the fact that he was touching my bare skin.

"I told you, my dear. You have to take it easy." Akari's voice was now closer.

My breathing was ragged as I met her eyes.

"The medicine you gave me before. You told me it would help me."

"You knew what you were getting yourself into, Rin." She warned me.

"You're trying to kill me. That's what you're doing!" I snapped, lunging at her.

Alexander stepped in front of her while Lord Sesshomaru held me back.

"Rin, listen to me. The drugs you're on right now.. they're making you act not like yourself." He spoke carefully.

I just watched him, admiring his attractive face.

"You know, you're really handsome." I said.

"Rin!!" Master Jaken snapped.

He blinked rapidly, taken by surprise as he just stared at me.

And then a small smile formed on his face.

Lord Sesshomaru grew tense around me, as I just remembered that he was still holding me up.

I turned my head and looked up into his emotionless gaze, as he watched me with a blank expression.

I reached my hand up slowly, cupping his face, running my thumb along his cheek bone. He remained expressionless as I continued with this gesture, pressing myself closer to him.

"Take me to my room." I said.

"Rin! Snap out of it!! When will the drugs wear off?!!" Master Jaken snapped.

"Five hours." Akari replied.

"So we have to deal with this for five hours straight?!!"

"No. It's too dangerous. You're welcome to stay here until the last bit of the drug wears off. In fact, I plead with you to stay here. She's not safe for traveling."

I was watching Lord Sesshomaru this entire time as he evenly met my gaze.

My heart skipped a beat when he brought his face closer down to mine, one of his hands moving to the small of my back.

And then I was in his arms as he turned on his heel, walking out of the room and into the hall.

I tangled my fingers in his hair, massaging the back of his head as I admired his face. I always loved the crescent moon marking on his forehead, it made his face even more beautiful than it already was.

"Are you mad at me?" I asked him.

He didn't reply for a few silent moments.

"Yes."

Well, at least he was being honest.

"I'm sorry." I apologized sincerely, not under the effect of the drugs.

He only walked me back into the room I had been in before, setting me gently down on the bed. I pulled him down with me when he tried to let me go, but he was reluctant, stronger than I am.

He hovered over my body, hand on either side of my head. Lord Sesshomaru was watching me with a careful look in his eyes.

"I'm sorry i keep dragging you and Master Jaken down. I thought it would be easier by now, since I'm not that little girl I was before that always needed your saving. I guess I was wrong."

He didn't say anything; just continued to watch me.

So I kept going.

"Even though I don't know why you may be going on this journey, I assume it has to do with the saber Tatsuo had, I don't blame you if you want to drop me and leave me back at the village. In fact,-"

"I'm never leaving you again." He finally spoke,
his voice dark and mysterious, golden eyes flickering in the dim light.

I definitely was not expecting what happened after that.

He brought his lips down to mine, bringing my body up swiftly as he held me close against him.