Breaking Point (Sequel)

Chapter 25

Harry's POV

It was about mid day when I decided I wanted to leave the house so I was on my way to our old house. I texted Niall and Samantha to see what they were up to and they said it was fine to stop by. Not wanting to cause any problems with Sara, I brought Addison with me. We have enough problems as it is.

It felt weird to knock on the door of the house. I used to live here, usually I would just unlock the door and let myself in. But it was different now, it wasn't my house anymore.

Samantha answered the door when I arrived. She immediately reached for Addison in her carrier, using a higher baby voice. She placed her carrier on the kitchen table and took her out.

"Oh my gosh! Look at you, your getting so big!" She exclaimed, fixing her outfit. "How old is she now?" Addison was smiling now looking at the faces Samantha was giving her.

"She turns 10 months a couple days after we leave for tour so she's 9 months right now." I tell her, the least bit of happiness in my voice. I try not to think about leaving Addison, it breaks my heart to have to leave her like this. She's still growing and I hate that I have to be gone for most of it.

I looked over at Samantha to see her expression change. No longer smiling as big, she began to walk towards the living room. "Come on, Niall's in here."

I followed to see Niall sprawled out on one of the couches. His face was concentrated on the golf match that was projecting on the t.v. I couldn't tell you one thing about golf because I've never been good at it.

"Hey mate-"

"Oh cmon! That wasn't anywhere near the hole!" He began to yell, actually as if they could actually hear him. I had to fight the urge to make a inappropriate response knowing it would just confuse his frustration with the golf he was watching.

"Oh hey man, long time no see." He joked knowing I saw him just two days ago. "I see you brought the little one with you." He said, standing up and reaching for Addison.

Samantha swatted his hands away, "I don't think so, I just got her. You can wait your turn." She smiled, taking Niall's spot on the couch. I couldn't help but think about how they interacted with Addison. They treated her like she was their own child and I can't even get Sara to call her by her own name.

"So what's new with you? Have you been at meetings every day for the past three weeks like Niall has." Samantha said giving Niall a look that proved how much it irritated her.

"Well maybe if you were home more often than a few hours a day then I wouldn't have to do this alone!" Sara words flooded back into my head. I was starting to think a part of what she was saying was true but there wasn't anything I could do about it. She doesn't realize that if I could be home more than I would. I guess that's the sad irony considering the tour starts in under a month.

"Harry?" Samantha asked. I snapped out of my thought, forgetting they were in the room.

"What? Sorry what was the question?" Both Samantha and Niall looked at each other.

"You okay man? You've seemed kind of distant lately." Niall asked, a look of concern on his face. I looked over at Samantha to see a similar look on her face.

I took my hand and rubbed my face. I leaned forward to rest my elbows on my knees, contemplating what to say. It was the pressure of their stares that seemed to affect me and the thoughts of how they'd react to what I was going to say.

"I don't know what to do with Sara anymore. It's like I don't even know who she is."

"What are you talking about."