Harry Styles Imagines and Preferences

Her Smile

HARRY'S P.O.V.

I leveled the microphone to my lips.

Taking a deep breath and staring out at all the people that filled the room.

My parents gave me a nod, as a gesture that it's ok.

I made eye contact with Y/N's parents.

Tears filled their eyes and I couldn't help but let mine do the same.

The lads were front row.

Each of them held flowers in their hands just for my sweet little Y/N.

The one who couldn't be with us today.

I took another deep breath and steadied myself.

I cleared my throat and stared at the ground.

"Y/ N......God.....where do I begin?", I started. "Y/ N was the love of my life....my everything....and to have your everything....leave you in such a quick moment...hurts in a way I didn't think was possible. I remember the first day I met her....I couldn't take my eyes off of her, because I didn't think someone as beautiful as she was, even existed. I remember the first time I talked to her. I was so nervous...voice squeaky...palms sweaty...and she did nothing but give me the most beautiful smile that could make any man weak at their knees. I'll never forget our first date....or our first kiss. Those memories will always be with me because it's a reminder of when I was at my happiest. I was with Y/ N for a long time. Four and a half years exact. This year....I knew it was going to be special...I new something exciting was going to happen. I....I was going to propose to her....we've been trying for a baby....but little did I know this year....she was going to be diagnosed.....with cancer. The second I found out about her cancer....I couldn't explain how broken my heart was and still is....but what surprised me most is when Y/ N found out about her cancer...she did nothing....but smile. Every. Single. Day. That's all she did...was smile. While I felt a thousand knifes were stabbing me each second...she would only smile. One day, I finally got the courage to ask Y/ N...why she'd been smiling so much", I felt a smile grow onto my face as the memory crossed my mind. "And she simply replied with 'Because God has a plan for me'. She told me that it's ok she was dying....she told me that she lived a great life....that she had amazing parents...amazing friends...amazing family....and that she met her one and only. I couldn't have been more amazed with her....she is the most special thing that has ever walked this earth. As the days went by....she began to get sicker.....stage three came...and I would stay in the hospital room with her all night. She'd hold my hand and kiss my cheek over and over while she smiled. She was so brave....so strong....and I remember the day I was in her room...and her heart monitor sounded....the most terrible sound of sustain", Tears began to rush down my face as I talked. "But what I'm trying to say is....I loved Y/ N. And I'll never stop. Although she can't be with me.....I know she's looking after me...and I know she's in a better place. I'll never forget her angelic voice.....her lips...her beautiful face....her laugh I couldn't get enough of...but most importantly....her smile.", I grabbed the microphone and walked closer to Y/N's coffin.

She laid there....lifeless.

I bowed my head down and placed my lips onto her head.

I pulled away and rubbed her cold, pale cheek.

Still so beautiful.

"I love you baby girl. I love you so much Y/ N", I cried. I took a deep breath as I stared at her.

She is my everything....

She will never be forgotten....

She will always be the other half of my beating heart....

And no one....can take her place....

Because Y/ N....is just too amazing....

Her love, too powerful.

I kept my eyes on her and brushed her cheek one more time before taking a deep breath and saying my last words.

"Sleep tight Angel."