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Contact name changed to Kari


To: Kari

From: Buzz

Hey, you there?

Sent at 10:00 pm


To: Buzz

From: Kari

I am now. You okay?

Sent at 10:00 pm


To: Kari

From: Buzz

I don't know. I just- I feel kinda awful.

Sent at 10:01 pm


To: Buzz

From: Kari

Does this have something to do with your hopelessness?

Sent at 10:02 pm


To: Kari

From: Buzz

I don't know.

Sent at 10:03 pm


To: Kari

From: Buzz

A part of me is- looking forward to life and I don't think that this is what I want. Maybe it is but- I don't know if it's a good thing or a bad thing. I just feel like- this person is not me.

Sent at 10:05 pm


To: Kari

From: Buzz

I don't even know whether I want to feel what I feel or not.

Sent at 10:06 pm


To: Buzz

From: Kari

What do you feel?

Sent at 10:06 pm


To: Kari

From: Buzz

Guilt for not appreciating Franny. Love for Agnes. And I want to feel hatred for Eddie but instead I feel pity for him. Something that I'm not supposed to after he had scarred my childhood.

Sent at 10:08 pm


To: Buzz

From: Kari

Maybe that's a good thing.

Sent at 10:10 pm


To: Buzz

From: Kari

You never know.

Sent at 10:10 pm


To: Kari

From: Buzz

I hope you're right.

(Saved to draft)


To: Buzz

From: Kari

Oh, by the way. When am I getting a wedding invitation? I gotta start buying a dress from now on, no?

Sent at 10:13 pm


To: Kari

From: Buzz

SHUT UP!

Sent at 10:13 pm


To: Buzz

From: Kari

Argh! Boys!

They never learn!

Sent at 10:15 pm

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