"Always In My Thoughts."

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Warning: This is an emotional imagine and it's based on what someone here on Wattpad is going through. Please read the authors note at the end. Thank you <3

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"I'm doing this for you." Niall whispered to you, tears filling his eyes.

"I know Niall and I appreciate everything your doing for me and for the charity. I'm so proud of you." You told him, with a smile.

Ever since being diagnosed with a terminal illness, Niall had been there for you and he was an amazing support to you.

It was a shock and it scared you to know that you would be leaving Niall in a matter of days, weeks or month. The time you had left uncertain as Niall tried his best to make every single second count.

"Princess, I don't know how I'm going to cope when your gone." He said, his voice cracking as he wiped at his eyes.

"Niall, please. Don't get upset, what your doing today is amazing." You reassured him and he nodded, with a painful smile.

Today, he had organised a charity football match, to raise money for cancer charities and to give you one last memory that you would cherish.

You were seated on a bench, along with the boys, who were waiting for the football match to start.

"Were going to give it our best effort for you today, but even if we don't win, I want you to know that we love you and that we tried." Harry told you, offering you a smile as his own eyes watered.

"Thank you Harry, I know." You smiled and he nodded.

"I'm sorry to mention it, but it's just so sad to know that were not going to see you anymore and that at some point all of this is going to stop." Liam spoke up, wiping his eyes as your own eyes watered at their kindness.

"I know and it's scary, but I know you will all be okay." You reassured them and they nodded.

"We've decided to do a football match every year in honour of you, if that's okay. We want to do it even when your not around anymore." Louis chipped in and you nodded.

"Thank you, I would love that. Hopefully it will save more lives." You said and you all shared a hug before the boys were called to the field.

Niall kissed your forehead, letting his lips linger for a moment, giving you a smile before he left to head to the field.

"Harry?" You called and he turned around.

"What is it? Are you okay?" He asked, worriedly and you smiled in appreciation.

"I'm okay, I just want you to do something for me. I want you to take care of Niall when I'm gone. I believe that you all will and I'm proud of all of you, but I just need to hear you say it." You replied and he nodded, almost immediately.

"Of course I will and so will the other boys, we know it's really difficult for him, but we'll be there for him." He said, sincerely and you nodded.

"Thank you." You whispered, feeling the emotions overcome you and he gently patted your shoulder, comfortingly.

"Your so welcome, I will always be here for Niall." He smiled and you nodded before he headed to the field with the other boys.

You noticed Niall talk to Harry, most likely asking what our conversation was about and you smiled, happy that so many people cared for you, as well as the fans who were even holding up signs for you;

"I love you Y/N and we will all be here for Niall."

"I will pray for you Y/N. You deserve the best and we love you. #thefansarehereforyou"

"The Fans Are Here For You! <3"

"We came here just for you and were here for you. We love you Y/N."

#thefansarehereforyou had been trending since you had spoken about your illness and you were overwhelmed with happiness at how the directioner family pulled together in times like this. They were so supportive towards you and you were so grateful.

Throughout the entire football match, Niall gazed over at you and you gave him a thumbs up to show him that you were doing okay and he would smile, relieved.

"This is it Ladies and Gentlemen, this is the deciding part of the match, both teams are close to winning and this is a close match to call." The announcer spoke as you watched intently, finding the game to be intense as the teams were currently drawing with the same score.

"This is all for Niall's lovely girlfriend, who we are incredibly sad to have to loose. She looks amazing, despite her illness and Niall looks a mess." The announcer joked and you could hear Niall's loud laugh from his place on the field.

"I'm only joking, Niall, you look great." The man chuckled and the fans screamed, some of them laughing along too, making you smile.

For the last part of the match, Niall scored the last goal, leaving their score to be one up from the other team, which meant they won.

"Yes boys! We did it!" Niall shouted as they all picked him up before sharing a group hug.

"We did it! Did you see me?" Niall exclaimed, running over to you and you nodded, wiping your eyes with your sleeve.

"I did Niall and you were amazing, I'm so incredibly proud of you." You congratulated and he smiled, proudly.

"I love you princess, I love you so so much and I'm so glad I could win the match for you. You mean absolutely everything to me and to have an amazing day with you is great. I'll try to remain positive, but you know this is hard on the both of us." He said, with a sad smile, taking a seat next to you and wrapping his arms around you.

"I love you too Niall and I want you to be happy. I know you will have days where you cry and when your sad and that's understandable. I know your strong and I love you so much." You told him as his eyes watered with tears.

"I don't want to cry baby, your my everything and I know you don't want me to." He said, wiping his eyes.

"I understand, I don't like to see you cry, but crying isn't a sign of weakness, it's a sign of strength and I want you to know that I love you so much through it all." You reassured him as a sob escaped his lips.

"What am I going to do without you? You always know what to say and I-I don't know how I'm going to get through this." He admitted.

"Of course you don't, you don't know how your going to get through it, but when you do, you'll be a lot stronger and I know you'll learn to cope. I believe in you, have faith in yourself." You said as he peppered your forehead in kisses.

"I will princess. I will for you." He reassured you and you leaned into him, savouring every moment while it lasted as you thanked God for your life and for everything you had ever known. For Niall and for great friends and family.

"Just know, that your always in my thoughts princess." Niall whispered to you before he began softly singing Night Changes to you and you rested your head on his shoulder, noticing the fans were hugging each other, as were the boys and it comforted you to know that all of these people were here for the boys and also for you.

You didn't know when your time would end, but you knew Niall could get through this and you knew the boys would be there for him and that comforted you.

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This imagine is for @caitlyncorby22 and I just want to let you all know what a lovely, brave person she is.

She has terminal cancer and she doesn't know how long she has to live. She's a part of the directioner family and I would call her a friend. I talk to her on wattpad sometimes and she's so lovely and I'm saddened to know that she will be gone so soon in her life.

It would be great if you could all pray for her. I believe in God and so I will pray for her and I hope that you will all do the same <3

Her wish is to meet Niall Horan and I really hope that comes true for her, so please keep her in your thoughts <3

Thank you all <3

Lots of Love,

Lauren xx

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