I took my bags, placing them into my car and walking back to what was now Niall's house.
I looked down the stairs as pictures of us were up on the wall all the way to the bottom of the stairs in a certain way.
At the bottom of the stairs, the first picture you could see was of mine and Niall's second date together and as you progressed up the stairs, the pictures would become more recent.
I didn't know whether to leave them or take them, what if I leave and I don't see Niall ever again and he's just binned them like they mean nothing to him? With the way he's been acting I wouldn't be surprised and no matter how much I was hurting, I couldn't leave my memories behind, even if Niall could.
Niall's POV:
I walked around the park in the dark for ages, not knowing what I was even thinking. I didn't even give Y/N an answer but she knows I love her.
I need to apologise, despite being my stubborn self, I need to go home and stop the hurting I've caused.
I walked home, now realising just how far I had walked as it must have taken me a good twenty minutes. I arrived home, opening the door to reveal all of the pictures from the staircase gone.
Why are they gone? I thought as I quickly looked outside noticing her car was gone. I ran upstairs quickly to our bedroom to get my car keys only to see a note from Y/N that read;
Niall,
I'm sorry I wasn't enough for you and I'm sorry I couldn't fix our relationship, but how could I when you don't even want to try? I'd rather you would have just told me how you felt and not become distant. It hurt Niall, whether you care or not, it hurt and it still does. I love you so much and I wish you happiness. I hope your future wife will know how lucky she is to have you. I love you even if you've lost all interest in me.
I love you,
Y/N xxx
She's left me.
She's gone.
What have I done?
I grabbed my car keys, running downstairs, carelessly locking the front door as I got into my car, calling Y/N quickly and to my surprise, she answered.
"Hello?" She asked, her voice cracking.
"Where on earth are you?!" I shouted down the phone, surprising myself.
"I-I'm in my car, why did I forget to pack something? If I did I'll be back for it whenever it's convenient for you." She sniffled.
"No, Y/N, I don't want you to get your stuff, I want you to come back. I'm sorry I've been so horrid to you lately, I didn't mean it, not one bit of it, I love you and I never wanted this to happen," I sighed.
"You made it pretty clear that's what you wanted," she whispered as I felt my eyes begin to water.
"No, I didn't want you to leave me, never. I don't want that at all, please forgive me. I'll do whatever you want to make things right between us...please, just come home." I begged as she sniffled.
"I don't know if I can, it was so difficult to leave and I'm sorry, I just can't put myself through the hurt again." She said as she hung up.
I didn't know what to do now. I need to find her though. She said she was in her car, but she wasn't driving, so she must be parked up somewhere.
I drove around, not knowing where I was going at all until I spotted what looked like her car not far away. I drove to it, indicating to pull into the side of the road, before getting out and walking over to the car. Thankfully, it was definitely her car.
I opened her car door, climbing in the passenger seat as she refused to look at me.
"Do you really think I would hurt you again if you came back?" I asked, having no response.
"Princess?" I called as she ignored me.
"I'm sorry, I know I've made a mistake baby, but I can learn from it. I can, I just need you to give me the chance and I need you to believe in me." I said as she sighed, turning to face me. She wasn't crying, but by the look of her red rimmed eyes and her red cheeks, she looked like she had been.
"Please, don't give up on me." I whispered, shaking slightly as the realisation of loosing her finally set in.
"I won't but, you need to get your priorities right first and figure out whether you love me enough to learn from your mistake or whether your just going to hurt me more." She explained, her expression unreadable.
"There's no doubt in my mind that I don't love you enough. I won't hurt you again. Your my priority and I intend to keep it that way. I might not have been showing it, but you are." I told her as she smiled slightly.
"Niall you seemed like a different person to me. I felt like once I'd left I wouldn't see you again and that you'd just throw away our memories like they never mattered to you," she explained as I shook my head.
"Is that why you took the pictures?" I asked, upset she would ever think that as she nodded.
"I wouldn't do that! I wouldn't just throw our memories away and I certainly wasn't going to let you go that easily, do you not realise how much you mean to me?" I exclaimed, raising my voice.
"What was I supposed to think, to me I've meant absolutely nothing to you this past month." She snapped, as we sat in silence for a few minutes, both of us not saying anything because of the mess we were in.
"I'm sorry. I'll get us out of this mess, but you have to let me. You have to let me show and prove to you that I love you and that I'm good enough for you." I reasoned as she thought about it for a moment, not saying anything.
I shut my eyes, not wanting the response to be one that was going to lead us nowhere, yet again.
"Alright," she said, taking a deep breath as I opened my eyes to see her looking at me.
"I'll trust you and I'll give you another chance because I think you deserve one. But one more mess up like this and I will need a lot more convincing." She warned as I nodded eagerly.
"Of course, I understand. Thank you," I breathed as I reached over to take her hand.
"But one more chance is all I will need." I told her determined to put things right and to be a better boyfriend.
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I hope his was a good enough part two, I keep trying to make my imagines longer, I understand they're quite short and I want to make them longer and I'm trying. Did this one seem longer?
Feedback is much appreciated :)
Lauren<3
