Niall Horan Imagines

"I Can't Do This."

I put my book down as Niall came into our shared bedroom late at night, yet again.

"Your late, again." I sighed as Niall rolled his eyes.

"Yeah, I was working." He said like it was obvious.

"Are you sure? I'm not accusing you of anything but you've been coming home from the studio late a lot lately," I said, as I sat up in bed, watching Niall as he took off his shirt.

"Your not accusing me? Because that sure does sound like an accusation." He snapped.

"No I didn't mean to sound accusing, it's just... When I say you've been at the studio late a lot lately, I mean for the past few months and recently you've been becoming more distant with me too," I explained.

"Yeah, so?" Niall said, like it was no big deal as he pulled his shirt back on.

"Where are you going?" I asked.

"I'm leaving, I'm not standing here and listening to this," he huffed.

"Don't you think I deserve an explanation? I've been hurting Niall." I said as I followed him down the stairs.

"Don't I matter to you?" I asked, tiredly as he had ignored my previous questions.

He turned around to look at me before shrugging and leaving the house, leaving you shocked.

I went upstairs and decided it was time to pack. Mine and Niall's relationship has been distant and it's been struggling for a while now and even though Niall hadn't said much, he'd answered the one question I needed to know. If he still wanted us and our relationship and by his reaction, clearly he doesn't.

I packed my things, calling Harry to ask if I could stay over for the night, with him agreeing.

I decided to leave Niall a note,

Niall,

I'm sorry I wasn't enough for you and I'm sorry I couldn't fix our relationship, but how could I when you don't even want to try? I'd rather you would have just told me how you felt and not become distant. It hurt Niall, whether you care or not, it hurt and it still does. I love you so much and I wish you happiness. I hope your future wife will know how lucky she is to have you. I love you even if you've lost all interest in me.

I love you,

Y/N xxx

I cried as I slowly realised everything that was happening. I'm leaving Niall and it hurts.

I left Niall the note on his pillow on his bed before walking downstairs with my things and leaving. It was the hardest decision I'd had to make and it had taken me months of thinking and staying with Niall and arguing with him. He wasn't listening to what I was saying, it was like he doesn't care anymore. It was a hard decision, but it was one that one of us had to make.

I was the first to say goodbye.

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Would anyone like a part two?

Lauren<3