10 Tips For Healing Your Broken Heart

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Chapter 22

WARNING | SPG | R18

"Hmm…"

"D*mn, ang sikip mo," anas ni Dr. Laurent.

I closed my eyes tightly because I felt a pain between my womanhood. Ganito pala kapag first time. Masakit. Lalo na't malaki ang pinapasok niya. Naiiyak ako sa sobrang sakit.

"M-Masakit sandali lang," anas ko.

"Titigil na ba ako? F*ck, sorry," sabi niya pero tanging iling lang ang sinasabi ko sa tuwing sinasabi niyang titigil na siya.

Ayaw ko.

I don't know why my body doesn't want to stop him. There's a part of me that wants to experience whatever we do. Maybe this is the reason why his brother left me and I don't want that reason to happen again.

Ayaw ko ng maiwanan. Natatakot ako.

"Pero nasasaktan ka," sambit niya.

I wanted to laugh because he was thinking about me but I really didn't want to make him stop. Daliri pa lang niya ang naipapasok sa akin pero nasasaktan na ako. Paano pa kaya kapag ang ari niya? Baka naman pumalayaw na ako nito. Ganito ba talaga kapag virgin ka pang ginagalaw?

Inayos niya ang pagkakahiga ko sa kama niya. Yes, we are in his room. I don't know how we got here but all I know is that we were kissing and when I opened my eyes we were both here.

"Ayos lang," anas ko.

"Pero—"

"Please," I begged and I voluntarily moved to feel his finger on mine. Ang una ay pinalandas ko na muna ang kamay niya sa aking pagkababae. Kaya napakagat ako sa aking labi. Dahil kakaibang pakiramdam 'yon pero may haling sakit.

Hindi siya kumikilos kaya ako na ang gumagawa ng dapat ay ginagawa niya pero ng tignan ko siya ay napalunok siya. Watching everything I do. I'm naked and I don't have any clothes on my body. Dahil isa-isa niyang pinaghuhubad ang aking mga damit.

I bit my lip hard when I tried to insert one of his fingers but he couldn't insert it because I was crying in pain. I swallowed and endured the pain I was feeling.

"L-Let me guide your finger first," I said and he didn't even say a word because he was busy watching what I was doing with his hand.

"P*tangina!" Naririnig ko ang munti niyang pagmumura.

"A-Ahh!" I moaned when I felt one of his hands caressing the outside of my womanhood. Shems! Ang sarap!

Para talagang gusto ko pa ng mas higit dito. MAS HIGIT PA DITO.

"Shall I move?" he asked as he pointed to his hand inside me.

I nodded involuntarily so he slowly moved his finger inside me causing me to cling to his arm. I closed my eyes tightly as he moved faster and added one more.

"Do you like this?" tanong niya na para bang naaaliw sa reaksyon ko na hindi malaman ang gagawin. Dahil habang patagal ng patagal, the movement of his finger inside me just got faster and faster.

Ganito pala ang pakiramdam. Kaya pala hinanap ng kapatid niya ang ganitong pakiramdam at sa kapatid ko pa niya naramdaman.

"Please, say it na gusto mo itong ginagawa ko, love."

I quickly nodded as he added one more. Every time he goes in it hurts but now I can feel the pleasure more.

"Say. It. Love," mariin niyang sabi.