𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐋 𝐌𝐄

Chapter 20: Darkness

Misha

There she was in front of me, wearing the most bright pink dress I've probably ever seen, just do it Misha fucking do it. She just glared at me, man those fucking ocean eyes.

I can't do this, I can't ruin her before I could walk away she seized my arm, and I turned to look at her shocked, I then lead her down the hall up to my room, I unlock the door and open it wide open, I let her in and close it shut behind her. Locking it.

Blair

I stood in his very dark room, I couldn't see anything, I had no idea if I was about to trip on something or where his bed was but the. I stopped and stood still "Why did you kiss me that night" I uttered, I could overhear his footsteps get closer to me

until I felt his body heat heating up my back, like fire, I shut my eyes scared of his answer "I didn't kiss you that night because of my father" I open my eyes confused, and spun around to face him yet I couldn't see him.

"I kissed you because I wanted to feel your lips before I left"

I gasped, my lips parted, shocked expecting something heartbroken for some reason, "Why did you kiss me back Blondie" he took a step closer closing the gap between us, "Please kiss me" I whisper sounding desperate for his lips on mine.

But I was, I never wanted to kiss and feel someone as much as I did with him, I wanted him in me, needed him on me, "Blondie" I then trace my hands up his chest, feeling him flinch from my touch.

even with heels on I still wasn't tall for his height, I go on my tip toes, my hands meeting the back of his neck, "Blondie we can't-" "Just kiss me" I hoover my lips over his trying to make him kiss me back.

He opens his mouth letting my tongue enter his mouth, his arms meeting my waist pulling me closer to him, but I needed to be closer, way closer, "Take your shirt off" I mumble into his mouth without breaking our kiss.

"Blair-" He tries to pull away from me but I drag his neck back into me, "Blair we can't" He releases me the sound of our lips parting, "Misha-" "No we can't fuck" he groans I overhear his footsteps fade away slowly from me.

"Misha I think I-"
"Blair stop!" He shouts, causing me to flinch, tears stinging my eyes, "No stop fuck this is fucked up I can't do this anymore" I gals confused by what he means.

"What can't you do anymore?" I try to adjust my eyes to the dark when I see his figure, I walk up to him and try to take a step forward but he takes a step back.

"I'm using you Blair" My heart sinks, and tears start morphing into my eyes, "What" my voice comes out as a whisper, "I was using you for your body" I was panting like a dog.

"You-You we're using me..." I let the words out, I could feel his nod but he stayed silent, "No you're not like that-" "You don't know who I am Blair, I'm a fucking dick, I use girls for sex, I wanted your fucking body now get that in your fucked up head!"

He shouts, I'm so glad it was dark so he couldn't see my tears dripping down my face, "I was just..." starting to fall for you.

"Fuck you Misha" Before I could run away toward the door he said "Fuck you too Blair" causing me to fall into tears, I unlock the door and slam it open, before I could run down the hall I see Vivian standing by the door. "Goodbye Blair" she lets out a chuckle and bumps into my shoulder.

I run down the hallway shoving people out of my way till I bumped into Rune, "Blair what's wrong?" he panics staring at my tears, "I'm going home okay? Have fun" I run out the doors before he could run after me.

I didn't even call for a can nor did I turn around to see Rune run after me, I just ran and ran down the road till I couldn't run anymore.