P.o.v Josh
Tyler and I have been dating for a week. Nonstop love, he was my bestfriend with an attachment to my heart.
We had a show coming up, about 300 were expected to arrive plus whoever bought at the door. He wrote a new song just for this show. It was called Tear In My Heart. It was written for a boy who used to be so dark and found light after meeting a girl.. I played a beat that matched with his piano but I wasn't familiar with the song.
He started to sing,
Sometimes you gotta bleed to know
That you're alive and have a soul
But it takes someone to come around
To show you how
She's the tear in my heart
I'm alive
She's the tear in my heart
I'm on fire
She's the tear in my heart
Take me higher
Than I've ever been
The songs on the radio are okay
But my taste in music is your face
And it takes a song to come around
To show you how
She's the tear in my heart
I'm alive
She's the tear in my heart
I'm on fire
She's the tear in my heart
Take me higher
Than I've ever been
I mean, I was happy that everyone was jumping around and listening to his words. Just he was mine, I didn't want girls to look at him and think that song was written for them... I got so fucking jealous.
He looked at me with a sign to play kick drum and slowly bring it back to swing, as he sang
Than I've ever been. Three times.
The playing got softer. He swayed his hips and came to the front of my drums and asked everyone to snap like he did. He was looking at me smiling.
"You fell asleep in my car I drove the whole time
But that's okay I'll just avoid the holes so you sleep fine
I'm driving here I sit
Cursing my government
For not using my taxes to fill holes with more cement"
I wrote this... Tyler why ahaha. I thought confused.
(Twice)
He went back to the crowd. Those were my words. Oh my god... I love him so much.
Sometimes you gotta bleed to know, oh, oh
That you're alive and have a soul, oh, oh
But it takes someone to come around
To show you how
He's the tear in my heart
I'm alive
He's the tear in my heart
I'm on fire
He's the tear in my heart
Take me higher
Than I've ever been
I didn't play here so I just soaked in the beauty of him singing. Then he ran up the piano and jumped off as if he had a skateboard to kick flip.
My heart is my armor
He's the tear in my heart
He's a carver
He's a butcher with a smile
Cut me farther
Than I've ever been.
Those were words I had said in the letter I wrote to him... He didn't care that he said she before. But when he left the drum set the crowd stopped snapping and starting dancing. The night came to an end and he sang Stressed Out. Over 500 people had heard that Blurryface cares what you think. I just played along and when the song came to an end we stood up, locked hands and took a bow.
We sat at a table and let people come up and take pictures with us, they were all so dedicated and understanding that we were just some messed up kids playing music for messed up kids.
Ohio is a beautiful state, to others it's just one with little amount of tour spots. To me it had been more, the hearts of others and the love from our neighbors supporting us.
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Twenty One Pilots- Joshler Now We're Stressed Out
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