Memoirs Of A Teenage Heart

Once Again

Once Again

Once again,

I rest my tired head on a pillow full of sorrow

soaked completely by silent tears ,

I'm sunk in an unforgiving sea of loneliness

with no life line to cling to but you,

You who isn't and will never be enough for my selfish nature

I take but never give and watch as you hold back your tears,

but I know you'll spill them later for my lack of affection

my dear that is no life I wish to offer you,

Once again,

I feel darkness creeping into the blind crevasses

seeping through the seams of my fragile, troubled mind,

and as my damaged thoughts ponder endlessly once more 

over you,

and I,

and this corrupt part I portray,

I feel tears that scream agonisingly for help fall silently,

Never again.