Zeph.
It’s been a month since that night at araw-araw pa rin akong kinukulit ng tatay ko tungkol sa pag-aasawa. He even gave me an ultimatum for a year.
He said that if I couldn’t find someone who will stay with me forever ay ipagkakasundo niya raw ako sa anak ng kaibigan niya. Aish. Such a desperate move.
I won’t get married. Never!
Sayang nga lang kasi umasa akong mabubuntis ako after my night of insanity. Kaso hindi eh. I just had my period last week. Kung sana buntis na ako edi tapos na ang problema ko.
Magkakaanak na ako at masasabi kong may makakasama na ako hanggang sa pagtanda ko.
But I wasn’t lucky enough. Sabagay, hindi naman kasi ganoon kadali magbuntis. Ang swerte nga nung mga one night stand lang pero buntis agad. Ang masama nga lang pinapaabort nila. Hindi na sila nakuntento sa paggawa ng isang maling gawa, dinagdagan pa nila.
So, I have no choice but to look for that guy again. I don’t have any choice. I’m not a loose girl. Sa buong buhay ko dalawang tao lang nakahawak sa akin ng ganoon, the stranger and unfortunately my asshole ex. And I’m not planning to add one more man.
Obviously, I can’t ask my asshole ex to impregnate me. I’m not that stupid. So, I’m left with the stranger.
I sighed long. I have to find him by hook or by crook!
Jayson.
It’s been a month since that night. Nakakabadtrip lang dahil hindi mawala-wala sa isip ko ang babaeng iyon. I don’t even fvcking know her name. Kaya kahit gusto ko siyang hanapin ay hindi ko magawa.
Imagine, I’ve been celebate for fvcking almost one month! Well, I tried to get laid but I just can’t seem to be satisfied. Of course my buddy still responds to sexy women, it still gets hard. BAliw a lang kasi ang magsasabi na hindi ka titigasan kapag nakipaglaro ang tukso.
But it seems that my buddy is looking for that fvcking hole. I come but I don’t get the same feeling of ecstasy like what I felt to that girl.
Arggh! I’m getting more frustrated. Halos gabi-gabi akong tambay dito sa bar after work hoping that I could see her again. Kung bakit naman kasi hindi ko namalayan ang pag-alis niya.
But who is to blame? I was fvcking tired that night. I even lost count on how many times I took her to heaven. I just can’t get enough of her. She wasn’t a virgin, I’m sure of that but that didn’t make her any less.
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No Love Involved (COMPLETED)
General FictionZephanie Torres is known as the most silent of the group. She usually listens and just talk when it's badly needed. But behind this timid behavior, she's desperate to have her own family. A family that is composed of her and her child. Yes, just wit...
