My Brightest Star || Park Jongseong

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"That's broken too"

"Then how do you get in and out of your house?"

My eyes widened at that

Okay I did not think this through

"Haha totally got you there! Our doorknob is fine, I was joking! What happened is uhh our house is haunted"

I facepalmed myself.

"You see if you come in then u might be possessed. I mean how are u sure you're talking to the real sunoo?"

I cleared my throat before speaking in a deep voice

"Stay away wooooo"

My mom chuckled from behind, making me face her, and placed my index finger over my lip telling her to shush.

"Sunoo how far are you going to go just to ignore me? Please just open the door. I won't take long, I swear"

I sighed once again. I'm not ready to see her.

After mentally debating with myself, I decided to open the door.

She was standing there with her short hair braided as she held a paper bag in front of her.

I took a moment to look at her face. She looks so pretty.

I missed her.

She pulled up the paper bag and smiled at me softly as she spoke

"Ice cream?"

"Only if it's mint chocolate"

She smiled back in response, I reflected on her actions and allowed her to enter.

-

We were now chilling in my room after eating lunch with my mom and Avery.

It was a bit awkward since things haven't been settled between us, but I know 'the talk' was coming so I prepared myself for that.

I smiled at her awkwardly as we were seated across from each other, enjoying our mint chocolate ice cream

She smiled back and placed her cup of ice cream on the table

"I'm sorry" she spoke

I halt

"I don't know why you're ignoring me, but if it's something I did that I'm not aware of then I'm sorry"

That made me place my cup of ice cream down as well

"It's not your fault" I started

"It isn't, it's just" I halt and looked at her for a moment

She was just seated there, patiently waiting for what I had to say.

My heart ached for a second

"I had a lot in mind after what happened and I wasn't sure how to face you. I'm sorry if I made you uncomfortable"

"It's okay, besides it didn't mean anything right?" she asked as she held my hand

If only you knew Ave, if only you knew how much it meant to me

"Right" I formed a small smile.

"So does this mean the silence has come to an end?" she asked

"Yes, only because you gave me mint chocolate ice cream" I rolled my eyes jokingly

"Right, so should I go out the window on the way out? you know since your doorknob is broken" she said emphasizing the word doorknob

I burst into laughter and she followed

"Seriously, what were you thinking?" she asked wheezing

I just laughed in response

-

After we ate some ice cream we decided to watch a movie together.

Me and Avery both like romance so we decided to watch a movie of that genre

We were seated beside each other all nuzzled up with a blanket that we decided to share as we munched on some chips.

We laughed and cried at some scenes, we were enjoying. I missed her a lot, I miss these moments with her.

At the ending of the movie it was silent, I wasn't sure why Avery wasn't speaking so I glanced at her

I saw her sleeping state beside me as she held the blanket close to her.

She must be cold, I thought

I carefully stood up, making sure not to wake her, and adjusted the air conditioner incase she was freezing

I carefully sat beside her once again and stared at her for a moment.

Why can't you be mine? Why can't you look at me the way you look at jay?

I smiled painfully and placed a kiss on her forehead. Then I slowly held her head, allowing her to rest on my shoulder.

I rested my head back as I cherish this moment spent with her. After they'll be official with Jay, I might not experience moments like this with her anymore

she'll be so far away and out of my reach, but if that's what makes her happy then so am I.

As we laid there in silence I decided on one thing.

Let me do this one last thing, after that, I'll give up.

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- ims

hi! so yesterday my border: carnival album arrived and look at my pulls!!

I did an unboxing with my bestie gardenyanq and a lot of screams were heard 😝

did any of you buy the album as well? if u did what are your pulls?

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