Gone

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Niall's POV:

My whole world shattered.

I ran out of the hospital waiting room and out the front doors. I hopped in the car and drove to the only place I could be alone in a city I don't know very well.

Stella was dead. I let Nick Pearson kill the only thing I cared about.

I drove out of the parking lot an saw Mia run out the front doors. She frantically searched for me or any signs of me.

Tears started rolling down my cheeks as I kept driving. I thought about everything as I parked on the side of the road. I walked past the gate a down the stone path. I walked over to one row lined with graves. I sat down beside the one that read:

Tanya Delgado

1989-2009

Always in our hearts

"Tanya, I just let Stella die in front of me." I talked aloud thinking Tanya would hear me. I looked beside her grave and found a guitar chained up with a padlock that I put there many years ago. Remembering the combination, I unlocked it and started strumming.

"I think I'm gonna lose my mind,

Something deep inside me, I can't give up,

I think I'm gonna lose my mind,

I roll and I roll 'til I'm out of luck, yeah,

I roll and I roll 'til I'm out of luck,

I'm feeling something deep inside,

Hotter than a jet stream burning up,

I got a feeling deep inside,

It's taking, it's taking all I got, yeah,

It's taking, it's taking all I got.

'Cause nobody knows you, baby, the way I do,

And nobody loves you, baby, the way I do,

It's been so long, it's been so long, maybe you are fireproof,

'Cause nobody saves me, baby, the way you do.

I think I'm gonna win this time,

Riding on the wind and I won't give up,

I think I'm gonna win this time,

I roll and I roll, 'til I change my luck, yeah,

I roll and I roll, 'til I change my luck,

'Cause nobody knows you, baby, the way I do,

A-And nobody loves you, baby, the way I do," I started to stutter from crying.

".It's been so long, it's been so long, you must be fireproof,

'Cause nobody saves me, baby, the way you do,

'Cause nobody knows you, baby, the way I do,

And nobody loves you, baby, the way I do,

It's been so long, it's been so long, maybe you were fireproof,

'Cause nobody saves me, baby, the way you do." I stopped singing and locked up the padlock again. I started crying again.

I decided to get back in my car and start driving to a bar to rid of my problems. Like in my teen years. I got to the closest bar and sat on a stool in front of the bar. I ordered a beer and drank it almost instantly. My phone buzzed in my pocket. I picked it up.

" From: Luke Hemmings

Hey Ni. I'm up can we talk? "

"To:Luke Hemmings

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