Healing - Damon

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by courtgrande

by courtgrande

You died and he is trying to deal with it @xxpuneet how you like it!

His POV
It has been a few weeks since Y/n passed away and I thought it would get easier with time but it the days passed I miss her more and more. All day I would just sit in our old room, drinking, smelling the sheets because it still has a trae of her scent. Stefan would one in and check on me occasionally, ask me to come out with him but i didn't want to. I was afraid I might loose it and feed on someone. Y/n wouldn't want me to to that.

She was the kindest, sweetest most beautiful girl in the world, she was like no one else. She was indescribable, now she isn't around anymore. She cared about people, she armed for me when no one else would and no one else wanted to. She was the light in every room. I knew if she was here she would be moaning at me to move on with my life, not to mope around and think of the past. She would want me to hang out with everyone and have a good time, celebrate the happy memories.

I was about to fall lie down to sleep when I got a knock on the door and it was Elena. Her and Y/n were best friends and I haven't been able to face her since the funeral
"Hey, how you holding up?" She says leaning agains the door frame
" I am drinking all day, cuddling a duvet because it smells" and she smiles
"That bad huh?" And i nod
"I just miss her so much" I say and she nods sitting on the edge of the bed
"I do to, but you know for a fa she would be slapped us right now is she saw that we were just sitting round all day. She would want us to enjoy life. Move on" I nod knowing she is right
"I don;t know if I can" i say and she sighs
"Look I know this may sound stupid but it worked when i lost my parents. Keep a diary, every time you miss her oil up a pen and write down a good memoir. Every time you feel sad write why, what you miss. Even write her. Letter. Trust me it works" She says and I look at her
"How are you not broken like me?' I say and she smiles sadly
"I am Damon but I don't want Y/n to die in vain I want to enjoy life like she would have wanted me to" She says and sh stands up agin
"Try it!" She says walking out the room but then she comes back briefly "we are going to the grille, one when you after you have written your first entry" then she walks away.

I sit there for a moment and my eyes land on my desk where i have loads of empty notebooks. So I stand up grab one as well as a pen sit down. Then I start writing. And well Elena was right. It works