Everytime me and derek have made love or fucked this past week, it feels sad and emotional. It's amazing and really romantic, but I feel like it's upsetting him and I don't understand why.
We're in a closet at school. We're supposed to be in class but we snuck away for some alone time.
I'm facing the wall as he slowly fucks me from behind. He's letting out small moans into the back of my shoulder.
One of my hands is against the wall and the other I'm using to grab his hair gently.
I'm nowhere near close to finishing but it's okay, he fingered me as soon as I pushed him in here. This was just for him. I think he's nearly done. "Baby" he groans against my skin. I turn my head to kiss him.
"Its okay, cum inside me baby" I whisper in his ear. I think that finishes him off as I feel his warm liquids inside me and he let's out a deep groan.
He pulls out of me. I grab some tissues and wipe myself clean. I pull up my panties and sort out my skirt. He does up his trousers.
"Are you okay?" I smile, putting my hands on his cheeks. "I'm sorry for being such a shitty boyfriend" he hugs me. "Baby" I sigh. I kiss his cheek a few times.
"Stop it, you're amazing" I hug him. "I love you so much" he says. "I love you so much too" I squeeze him.
I'm literally not letting him out of my sight today. He's been so down all day. I brought him into the closet with me to cheer him up. I think it's done the opposite.
I pull away slowly. I kiss his lips. "Do you want to go home, baby?" I ask. He nods. "Okay, come on" I hold his hand. We leave the school and go back to my place.
We walk into my house. "Meredith, what the hell are you doing? You're supposed to be in school" my mom walks over. Derek goes upstairs without me.
"He's really down today.. I dont want to stress him out more" I whisper. "Mere-" she says. "He's cutting himself again.. I'm really scared" I whisper.
"Oh" she says. I look at her, waiting for a reaction. "Go upstairs with him then" she sighs. "Okay" I say quietly. I go upstairs.
He's laid under the covers in my bed. "I'm gonna do some homework, baby" I say. "Okay" he mumbles. "I love you" I say. "I love you too" he says. I sit at my desk and start working on my laptop.
I smile small, turning around as I hear him snoring quietly. I get up and walk over to him. I kneel next to him. I kiss his head softly a few times.
I smile wider, taking a picture of him on my phone. He looks adorable. I set it as my lockscreen.
I go back to my desk and continue working. About an hour later I hear him moving. "Babe?" I look back at him. "Yeah baby?" He mumbles tiredly, standing up.
"You okay?" I ask. He nods. He walks over to me. "You wanna sit in my seat?" I stand up. He sits down. He pulls me onto his lap. I close my eyes, cuddling into him.
"You make me feel safe when I'm in your arms" I whisper. "Good.. you're my baby" he hugs me tighter. I giggle softly as he kisses my cheek playfully. He let's out a small chuckle. I smile.
"Do you feel better after your nap?" I look at him. "A little" he smiles small. I watch him as he starts reading my essay off of my laptop. I kiss his cheek.
He looks at me. I smile. "Look" I show him my phone lockscreen. "Babe" he chuckles. I giggle.
"You're lucky I didn't post it" I say. He glares at me. I grin. "Cutie" I kiss him. We cuddle eachother for a bit before he let's me get back to doing my homework.
