More top Ben and bottom Ian as requested by Lionwithattitude
Prompt: Imagine Person A has confidence issues in everyday life, even if they don't show it sometimes. Now imagine that Person B, usually the dominant in their relationship, decides to surprise A by giving them total control in the bedroom next time.
Okay, it's not kinky like you requested, but I only have so many kinky bottom Ian ideas and have wanted to do this for a while so...
Enjoy!
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Ever since he was a child, Ben had had self confidence issues.
From keeping to himself so that he wouldn't bother others to always thinking the worst of himself to feeling horrible about and exaggerating every little thing that went wrong in his life, it was no secret that he wasn't like the other kids. Though, as he grew older, he realized that his confidence issues caused people to treat him differently, so, not wanting to be a bother, he decided to start hiding his feelings.
He would keep his thoughts and emotions to himself and act like nothing was wrong. He would force himself to smile and giggle and pretend that he was some happy ball of sunshine. And it worked too, everyone seemed to believe his act and he was treated like a normal person.
That is, until he met the one person that could see right through him.
Ian had suspected something was up with Ben's personality shortly after meeting him, but it wasn't until years later when they were both living together and dating that he even mentioned the topic.
"Hey Sweetie?"
Ben looked up from his spot cuddled to the other's chest on the couch, "Yeah?"
"I..." Ian hesitated, "I know you probably don't want to talk about this, but... but you have confidence issues, don't you?"
Shock covered Ben's face at the words. "I..."
Hair was brushed out of the smaller's face, "You have confidence issues and just push them aside and ignore them rather than doing anything about them."
Ben felt his cheeks heat up with a guilty blush and looked away, too embarrassed to let the other see him.
Sighing at his lover's reaction, Ian hugged him closer for a moment before pulling away, "Say... how about we do something to make you a little more confident?"
"Huh?" The words peaked the smaller's curiosity.
Ian paused for a moment to think before smirking and speaking up, "C'mon." Getting up from the couch, he dragged a very confused Ben by his hand as he lead him out of the living room.
A trip upstairs and down the hall later, they were walking into their bedroom.
Ben let the older pull him onto the bed as he climbed in himself and kissed back as lips pressed against his own. He returned kiss after kiss as hands played with the ends of his shirt and helped take it off as it was pulled up.
Ian ran his hands over the pale skin before leaning back down to kiss Ben on the lips and trail them across his jaw and down his neck. He kissed and nipped at the sensitive skin and smirked as soft moans stared escaping the smaller. Idea coming to mind, he smirked slightly wider and bit down, sucking harder and harder to get louder and louder moans in response. He pulled away when he knew a purple spot would form and smirked at his work before leaning down again to leave a few more.
He made sure his last hickey was over Ben's sweet spot and sucked extra hard and long on the especially sensitive spot, getting even louder moans from his lover. He briefly pulled away to kiss the spot, enjoying the moan it caused, before pulling farther away and smirking down at the sight of the younger squirming as he blushed a dark red. He kissed Ben a few more times and smirked wider at the thought of what he was about to do.
A confused look stared up at him and he couldn't resist giving one last kiss to Ben's lips before flipping their positions and chuckling at the look of shock and further confusion that now stared down at him.
Ian gave a simple answer to the unasked question, "You top this time."
"H-huh?!" Shock was obvious in Ben's voice.
Ian grinned, "Having control will help you gain confidence."
"But..."
"But you like trying new things don't you?"
"Yeah, but..."
"Then top. You can do it." He gave a reassuring smile as he lightly grinded up, against his lover.
Ben blushed and, too embarrassed to continue speaking, hesitantly leaned down to kiss the older. It was awkward and slow and not unlike their first.
Though, it didn't take long for awkwardness to change to passion and for them to get back to where they had left off.
The two helped each other take their clothes off as they kissed and kissed, tongues and mouths getting to know each other pretty well. They moved through he motions almost automatically and, before he knew what was happening, Ben was staring down at his lover's spread legs with blush on his cheeks.
He hesitated for a moment before getting up and digging the lube out of the bedside table and getting back between Ian's legs. He blushed as he squeezed a blob of the lube onto his fingers, guessing that about the same amount he used for himself with toys would work for this, and blushed darker as he pressed them to his lover's entrance. He sloppily lubed the older before slowly pushing in two fingers and slowly scissoring him.
Ian grunted and groaned at the foreign feeling he oh, so rarely experienced and gasped as a finger brushed against an especially sensitive spot.
Ben blushed even darker, knowing what he had done, and pulled out his fingers, feeling that the other was stretched enough.
He took deep breaths to calm his nerves as he lubed himself, but still blushed even darker as he lined up and pushed in. He slowly and awkwardly began to thrust in and out of the other, not quite knowing what to do in this position.
"Faster Ben," a grunt, "Trust me, it's easier when you go faster than this."
The younger blushed even more and did as he was told, slowly going faster and faster until something seemed to click in his mind. He readjusted his hands to grab Ian's hips the way the older would grab his and thrust harder and faster into his lover.
Ian gasped and moaned as Ben changed his angle to hit his prostate over and over, the unfamiliar sensation making him dizzy as pleasure built up inside him. He whined as the younger shook and slowed his pace before gasping and letting out a low moan at he felt hot cum slowly fill him.
Ben stayed froze in place as waves of amazing pleasure ran through his body, panting and shaking as he let the euphoria take over, enjoying every last drop of the addicting feeling.
Below him, Ian whined again at the lack of movement and brought a hand down to pump himself, knowing his lover would be too distracted by his orgasm to be able to give him his own.
A few slow pumps was all it took to send Ian over the edge he had been oh, so close to before the smaller had stopped. He groaned between gasped breaths as more and more white covered his hand and stomach, waves of his own amazing pleasure finally hitting him.
The sounds escaping his lover seemed to snap Ben back to reality as he blinked his cloudy eyes and slowly pulled out before falling onto the bed next to the older. He cuddled up to the other's side and made a content sound as a hand ran though his hair.
"See? You were confident enough to do it." Ian ruffled the smaller's curly, brown hair as he tried to reassure him that he had done a good job. Though, getting no response, he looked down at Ben and let out a small chuckle when he saw that he was already asleep.
He shook his head at how quickly his lover had fallen asleep and pressed a kiss to his forehead before holding him closer and closing his eyes, deciding to at least try to get some rest before having to clean up whatever mess they had just made.
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1333 words! Woo, that's a lot of 3s xD
Hope you enjoyed!
Requests always open!!
~Angel ^-^