Livie POV
Deklan has been very nervous taking me to this appointment, the whole car ride he was very jittery and anxious. We pulled into the parking lot, completely silent. He comes around the car coming to get me out of the car holding my hand. "Did the doctor say why they wanted to see you? What kind of tests that are going to happen?" I shake my head even though I know what I want them to test for. Any deformities to the baby, since Im almost 80% sure this child is my brothers.
Cleft palet and cleft lip, downs, clubbed limbs, man boobs, I mean so many things could happen to this child. Letting out a shaky breath I shake my head no rubbing my small stomach. "No, they just said we needed some tests to be done." He gives my hand a small reassuring squeeze walking me into the clinic. Walking up to the desk I sign myself in making small talk with the receptionist.
"So what are you coming in for today? Its a bit early to tell the sex of your little one." She asks filling out some paperwork into her computer. Deklan comes up behind me putting a hand on my lower back.
"The doctor said I need some tests done." She nods looking between the both of us for a moment before she goes typing on her computer.
"How far along are you?" I kinda shrug not really sure, I couldnt remember the last time the doctor told me.
"Uh im not really sure, I kinda forgot. Alot has been going on." She nods in understanding handing me a piece of paper to hold onto.
"No worries, that happens! Take a seat and the nurse will bring you both back." She gives us both a soft smile, one that has been repetitive over the years. Deklan and I both go sit in the rather uncomfortable rubber chairs. Plenty of small children play with the nasty play stuff, that probably has never been washed. The color has even been faded from the wooden toys.
Feeling the familiar flutter against my intestines causes a smile to form on my face rubbing my belly fat. "Why are you smiling?" He asks putting his hand over mine, the warmth embraces me making me hum with joy.
"The baby is moving, other than that its really bad gas." I laugh shaking my head while he just moves my hand kindly to feel. "Its too early, you cant feel yet." HIs lips purse into a sad pout rubbing my belly.
"I just wanna feel." He sighs taking my hand in his kissing my nuckles. My eyes flick up to his regret in my eyes, I want to tell him, but I dont, he will give me the normal life.
"Livie?" Someone calls, from the entrance, Deklan holds my hand lifting me from my feet. Him and I go hand in hand to the short skimpy looking guy. He gives us a warm smile as we enter through the side door directing me over to a scale imediatly.
"Is there anyway we can skip this part?" I joke stepping on putting my hands to my side.
"Afraid not, we have to make sure you are gaining enough weight for the baby." I nod totally understanding just making light of his tense looking day. He messes with the black weights above the scale before it settles. He scribbles some things down on his clipboard bringing me into the room. "Put your gown on and the doctor will be right with you." He nods to us both then leaves as quickly as he appeared.
Rolling my eyes I strip down to my bra and underwear the cool air slaping against my sensitive skin. Deklan sits his happy ass in a chair watching me, looking over every inch of my body. "What are you doing? Eye doing me?" I slip on the rough fabric gown tieing the back and laying back stroking my stomach happily.
"Kinda, you being pregnant is a major turn on." He purrs leaning forwards in his chair, watching me with a smug smirk on his face.
There is a soft knock at the door, and soon my Doctor comes in smiling to both of us. She comes sitting down beside me starting up her machine. "How are you two doing?" A nurse comes in with a small rolling tray, equipped with long needles and antiseptic.
"Im okay, just nervous about the baby. I felt it move? More like a flutter." Deklan goes over to the nurse, very interested in what the nurse has on the tray. The doctor nods to me, turning to look at Deklan while he asks the nurse questions. Putting my finger to my lips shaking my head, she nods as if she understands.
"Hey dad, do you want to see your babys face?" His face snaps up to her, looking so giddy, he comes over excitedly sitting down in the chair. I pull up my gown, leaving the cover under my belly.
"So before we start the tests, we will let you guys see your baby. Then the nurse will keep the ultrasound on while I put this needle in, enough to grab some blood from the baby and some amniotic fluid."
"Will it hurt the baby?" Deklan squeezes my hand through my worry, I know I asked for this but I dont want our little bubble to be hurting.
"No, it wont hurt the baby at all, its painless. Now for you, I cant give you any pain medicine, so it will be a sharp sting. Along with pressure."
"Okay, I can handle some pain." I nod as she squirts the jelly on my stomach, a shiver spirals down my spine. She puts the doppler on moving it around waiting for it to focus. My heart pounds, nervous how long that Im going to have to lie to him before he finds out. Or before I cant take it anymore.
She settles on our little bubble, a fully formed tiny human. She turns the volume on, a loud swooshing sound. I watch our little baby move around, stretching out. How come I cant feel that? I mean I feel flutters every once and a while but I want to feel our baby moving more. "Heart beat is regular, its consistent. Sounds healthy, your baby looks good. Lets get on with the tests shall we?" I nod to her, my free hand rubbing the side of my belly, almost to reassure the baby.
The nurse moves into the spot where our doctor was, she keeps the wand on my stomach, a clear view of the babys arm. A perfect spot for the needle to grab the samples. She gets herself prepped with gloves, gown, and a mask. Once she is prepped she rubs the cleared spot with the nasty orange looking antiseptic. "Youre going to do great." Deklan whispers in my ear, rubbing the hair from my face, hes trying to be so calm, and so brave.
She pulls out the long needle, it looks like a tiny gun, it has some sort of trigger. "Inserting this now, just breathe and remain calm so baby doesnt move." I close my eyes trying to relax, thinking of the moment the baby is born. Holding it on my chest after the delivery.
There is a sharp pinch to my left side, feeling it enter so deep into my side. My grip on Deklans hand increases, my whole body tenses. "Its okay darling, just breathe itll be over in a minute." Deklans words are soft, he coaxes me through the pain. She pulls the thick and long needle out from my side making me hiss out.
"Damn!" I snap, my eyes open looking up to the doctor. She puts the needle into a vile, she pulls the trigger letting the blood into it. She seals it up setting both tools down, she picks up another long needle inserting it back into the same small hole. That bitch didnt even tell me when she was putting it back in! I dig my nails into his hand, he quickly pats my hand, more like slaps it.
She pulls it back out, humming to herself I dont open my eyes just laying back feeling my body shake with fear. "Okay, Im done. You will get the results in about six hours." She puts a thick bandage on my side, but I refuse to open them. "If youd like we can get back to you the gender of your baby?" My eyes snap open, looking up to her with excitement. Turning to Deklan for the okay.
"Can we?"
"Of course! You dont have to ask permission."
"Okay, take it easy for the next couple days, we will call you with results." Both of them leave, Deklan and I alone for a moment. He helps me sit up smiling like a goof, my heart swells with excitement and love for him.
"We get to know the gender of our baby!" I beam with joy, we get to find out the gender of our little guy, or girl. I get my clothes on, rubbing my achy side.
"I know, I am so excited." He takes my hand in his smiling still, he leads me out to our car, helping me inside.
He comes around the other side hopping in, he starts up the car to cool it down before he pulls out his phone. "Lets go to lunch with my parents. Would that sound okay?"
"Can we do dinner instead? Im ready for a nap." I laugh running a hand through my hair, this has worn me out today.
"Anything for you my dear."
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I know Im not professional writer, or know anything about pregnancy cause Ive never been pregnant. I know there is a new test now that you can tell the gender of the baby at ten weeks through a test like this? But yeah, this is teen fiction, I dont write from experience on the pregnancy stuff.
Yeah I know crappy chapter, bare with me im just trying to get my ideas to flow. Trying not to make it too mature, and keep my readers. Then at the same time I dont care if you get offended that Im writing about incest, so click the unfollow if you dont like it.
Plus I havent had time to write much cause Im getting married in July, my life is so damn stressful right now I havent pooped in two weeks, Im trying to loose twenty more pounds, I havent slept in two days. My mom is stressing me out about the wedding cause I have a split wedding and she doesnt like my dads new wife. My grandma hates my dad and she is still living in the past of what happened 10 years ago or a year ago. She holds grudges. I CANT TAKE IT. I also got a new job, at PetSmart. I dont recommend getting a job there. At least not the Hotel part, my boss comments and touches the womens breasts and our higher manager is buddies with him so no one can report it. Ive had three dogs die on me in a month and I love dogs more than people so Im still recovering. RANT SESH OVER.
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