ANYONE ELSE STRESSING OVER DREAMS FACE REVEAL?! I WILL NOT REST TILL I SEE HIM AND IT HAPPENS!!! Anyways, enjoy :]
Tommy POV
We got back to the group now, and I could feel Bill's glares and looks as I held Ranboo's hand. I had to admit...it made me pretty uncomfortable.
Tubbo was done with the intro, and along with Aimey, they mapped out where we'd go. Freddie was on his phone, Ranboo just holding my hand waiting, and Bill death staring me.
I cleared my throat, "I'm gonna uh- go talk to Freddie."
Ranboo frowned, "Something wrong?"
"Uh- N- No?- Well uh-" I sighed and motioned him to lean in closer. He leaned in by my ear and I quietly said, "It feels like Bill is staring. And I'm uncomfortable."
He whispered back, "Sorry about that- You can go with Freddie if you want..."
We stayed as we were for a little as I thought. I sighed, "Fine. I'll stay, but...One thing?"
"Mhm." He hummed.
"I need kisses now." I giggled.
He blushed and pulled away. He grabbed my chin and kissed my nose, "There."
I scoffed, "As if that's enough."
He turned brighter and then awkwardly laughed, "Bill is staring..."
"I was staring when you kissed him- Did you take a fucking second to consider that? No. And yet when it comes to him, you do? Stop this 'I haven't chosen' bullshit, because from the looks of it....You have." I let out and then covered my mouth.
I hadn't meant to say that all aloud...
I moved his hand from my face then I went over to Freddie. Ranboo just stood there processing and probably taking it in.
"Hey Freddie." I smiled.
"Hi." He said on his phone.
"What're you watching?" I asked.
He pauses his YouTube video smiling to me, "Technoblade's new video."
I gasped excited, "Let me watch! Please!"
"Sure." He chuckled opening his earbuds case and reaching it out towards me. I took the one that was there and put it in my ear.
I stood beside him as we watched the video laughing together and enjoying it. I honestly missed Freddie. He too is one of my best friends, besides Tubbo and Ranboo. I didn't mind hanging out with Freddie for now. I missed it.
Ranboo POV
Gosh he's right. And I shouldn't have done that. I need to hurry up and make it clear that I've made my choice. I did make it a long time ago, I guess I'm just scared to see how you know who is gonna react.
Honestly it sucks, but....I know what I want. And it may be unfortunate, sure- but it needs to be done. So, after today I'll tell em both the truth. Rather sooner than later- that's what they say, right?
Bill walked over, "Hey Ran."
I raised a brow, "Uh...What'd you call me?"
"Ran." He smiled.
I cleared my throat, "Oh...uhm only uh T-"
"Okay, I'm gonna turn your mics on now." Tubbo told us ready to film the vlog already.
We looked over and nodded. Tubbo turned them on and I heard louder laughing from Tommy and Freddie.
We all looked over. They seemed to be paying attention to Freddie's phone with earbuds in. I sighed, Gosh I hate feeling this way- It feels so....I dunno.
I mean- Watching them go and have more fun, spend more time, be happier with, and be closer with someone else- It makes you feel like you weren't good enough? Sure it's a little obsessive or perhaps excesive, but you can only hope to them- it'll be valid.
I think I've had enough though....I want today to be Tommy time, too. Cause I know Tommy wanted it that way in the beginning. So- I'm gonna try and turn this thing around.
"Tommy! Freddie! Idiots! We're gonna film the vlog now." Tubbo said.
The two shared a final laugh and then Freddie pocketed his phone, "Sorry- yeah."
Tommy took the earbud out and handed it back to Freddie, who put the pair of earbuds back into its case.
"Alright then- Where to first?" I aksed, moving on.
"Uh- Aimsey?" Tubbo looked to them.
"We're going to the tea cups." They smiled happily.
"Mkay let's go." Tubbo said as he began to film us all.
Bill began walking, thinking I was following behind him. I went over to Freddie and Tommy, "You guys excited?"
"For?" Tommy asked.
"Oh, uh- Tea cups?" I awkwardly laughed.
"Sure! If you spin it fast enough, it can be pretty fun." Freddie smiled.
I nodded, "Oh cool...Maybe the three of us can be in one tea cup?"
"Yeah." Freddie obliged then began walking following the others, "C'mon guys."
Tommy followed and I grabbed his hand. He looked up to me, "What now?"
"Its nothing." I smiled and laced our fingers.
He flushed light pink and I smirked then went neutral. Then we began following along on our way to the tea cups ride.
• Time Skip •
Tommy POV
We got to the teacups ride and stood in line. Luckily it was actually a really short wait. Infact we'd be on the very next cycle of it.
Right now I stood in line beside Ranboo, holding his hand. He was talking and laughing with Freddie, while I stared at our laced fingers with a little smile.
"Ran! We're getting on, wanna sit with me?" Billzo walked over.
Ran?! Uh- No he did not!
"What'd you call him?" I asked grabbing onto Ranboo's arm.
"Ran." He said confidently.
"Well don't." I tightened my grip.
Freddie cleared his throat then walked up over to Tubbo and Aimsey. Bill looked to Ranboo, "Well?- Say something."
Ranboo awkwardly laughed, "A- Actually uh- when you called me it before, I was uh- gonna say that uh- well....Only uh- Tommy calls me that."
I smiled and felt warmth in my right wrist. Bill huffed, "Fine. But my question still stands- Ranboo."
He smiled, "I'm gonna sit with Freddie and Toms actually."
Bill obviously looked upset, sad, and frustrated as he spoke, "Kay."
He walked back to the others and I reached up and moved Ranboo's face to look over and down at me, "Good boy."
He flushed pink, "Uh- oh- uhm- ahah- er- tha- uh- thanky- um- hah- thanks!"
I giggled, "You're such a dork- an adorable one though."
He laughed nervously, "Uh- aha- um- hah- er- uhm- uh- ahaha..."
I rolled my eyes smiling and then we walked onto the ride once they'd let us on. We went over to the tea cup that Freddie was sat in. I got in first, sitting in the middle, then Ranboo sat down too.
"Let's spin this shit super fast." Freddie smiled excited, putting his hands on the wheel which stood in the center.
"Yeah!" I placed my hands on it too.
"Let's do this." Ranboo smiled too, as he put his hands on the wheel, his left one over mine.
The ride began and we all spun it left. We slowly picked up speed as all the teacups moved in a circle. Then we began spinning the wheel, and our individual tea cup spun as it moved.
We went so fast I started flying into Ranboo. It was really funny actually, and fun too.
Ranboo POV
Tommy flew into me, his leg over mine and his hands touching mine as we both spun the middle wheel. He tried scooting away, but flew right back and grabbed my arm laughing. I laughed too then looked over to Freddie who was tryna avoid crashing into Tommy. His hand on Tommy's thigh, separating them.
It....bothered me. I mean to be fair it was sorta rested on his knee...But still. I didn't like it one bit.
As the ride came to a stop Freddie removed his hand, and Tommy let go of my arm. He sighed from laughing, "I liked that one."
I smiled and nodded then we all got off and followed the others to the exit gate. Tommy held my hand again, "What's next?"
What a great question...
"What's next?" I muttered and sighed.
He furrowed his brows then Tubbo interrupted, "Next up- Let's head towards the Ferris Wheel. Maybe we can play a couple of the carnival games before!"
"Cool." Tommy said then I shook out of my trance and we all walked along towards the big Ferris Wheel.
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