I Didn't Know • Tomboo •

• Chapter 36 •

Tommy POV

We'd arrived back at the hotel, finally. We had dropped Bill off first and were now waiting in the elevator as it took us up to our floor.

It opened and we walked out then towards our room. Tubbo used his key card to unlock it and we walked inside. Tubbo sighed, "I'll shower than cook some food. You should shower and pack some stuff for Ranboo, yeah?"

I nodded, "Sure thing."

I walked into Ranboo and I's room, then set my phone to charge because it was near dead. Then I went into the bathroom and locked the door behind me to shower.

...

The hot water against my skin was calming. It felt nice, and I could almost feel my worries leaving me. I just stood there under the shower head then I closed my eyes and took a deep breath.

I felt safe, then I felt- hands placed on my waist. The fingers gripping tightly onto me. I wasn't sure who it was or what was happening right now. And obviously- I was beyond nervous. Infact, I was frozen with fear and couldn't move.

Then I felt a hand go up my side and rub my chest. I got a little uncomfortable. Now lips met my neck and gave me soft pecks up and down. I gulped nervous then felt the other hand hold mine.

The lips pulled away and moved up to my ear, "You're beautiful Tommy~"

And then I knew who it was. It was Ranboo- I dunno how, but it was.

I leaned back onto him, "Th- Thanks..."

"Do you mind me touching you?" He asked.

"Uh-....No." I said shyly, my eyes still closed.

"You don't mind a guy touching you? Feeling and...kissing you?" He whispered and gently licked my ear.

"N- No." I bit my lip.

He chuckled, "Do you want, this?"

"Uh- Yes." I gulped.

"Tell me you want it." I could practically hear his smirk.

"I- I want it?" I said hesitantly as his other hand fell down to my hip.

He sighed, "Its not a question, it's a statement. And tell me what you want- with detail."

I took a shaky breath then said, "I want you, Ranboo- a guy, to touch and kiss me."

"Good boy." He said and kissed my ear.

He began kissing my neck and collar bones up and down while his hands rubbed my sides. I wanted a kiss now, and so I turned around-

...

I opened my eyes, and felt the hot water hit my skin. I looked around the shower and there was no one. I checked behind the shower curtain and still, no one. I felt crazy- then I winced as a shock of heat went to my wrist.

It was imaginary. Nothing more, and yet- What I said....Really was, what I wanted.

Another burn shocked me. I gasped and held my wrist, "Ranboo?"

It burned really bad, but not like before. Not like when we were touch starved- Or, I suppose we were. But it was still...different. Like, not only was Ran touch starved, but he really needed me.

I kept getting these waves of heat shot to my wrist, and I had to go to him. I turned the water off and hurried out. I dried off then put my clothes on. I rushed out of the bathroom and packed a bunch of stuff. Anything that seemed necessary or essential.

Then I burst out of the room, "Tubbo! H- He needs me, let's hurry!"

Tubbo's eyes widened, "Wh- What's wrong!?"