versions 1.3-1.6 (Diary 1) [ARCHIVED]

baseless

my emotions for t are just emotions, she doesn't feel the same way so there's no point to them, and now tbh i'm just waiting for said emotions to pass cause like why keep pursuing  someone who doesn't feel the same way. like i still like her (alot) but at this point i see the facts clearly, and what's the point in chasing after someone who doesn't have feelings for u, it's a pointless endeavor where i have like a 3% chance of winning her over so what's the point.
i'm done with this shit atm, like i may feel like this is love but i know it's not gonna happen, so in essence i've given up for the time being, feels weird not being obsessed with someone tbh but today while yes i've thought about her alot i've really only thought about her a few times (despite what the other entries may lead one to believe), so if things keep going this way hopefully i'll move on soon ^^ (yes i'm being optimistic for once)