still jealous when t spends time with her bf, but this isn't sending me into a spiral of depression so... progress? idk it still hurts but like what am i to do, there's nothing i can do, i can't tell her or anyone how i feel, can't express my emotions in a productive way, can't even think about my emotions because that'd be hell. so instead of being all depressive and shit imma choose to be happy (although i say that i still feel a little bit sad but oh well such as life).
forgot to add, HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!
oh and there's a brown snake in the the front yard fucking kill me.