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August 19th, 2020
Narrative
Jaden- angel please... dont go
Giorgia- you have to let me go, it's time
Jaden- i can't
Giorgia- yes you can... you'll be better off. I promise.
Jaden- baby please
Jaden cupped the girl's cheek with teary eyes as they stood at the edge of a cliff. Over the edge was an endless abyss, around them was an open field with vibrant green grass and small purple flowers.
Giorgia- let me go Jaden
Jaden- stop saying that!
Giorgia- you need to let go
Jaden- no! Just stay. Please. You need to.
Giorgia- dont make this harder than it needs to be
Jaden- this is already as hard as it could possibly be. Nothing is harder than this. I can't lose you.
Giorgia- its time to let me go
Giorgia unwrapped Jadens arm from around her waist and stepped towards the edge.
Jaden- angel no
Jaden was frozen in his spot as Giorgia smiled back at him sweetly.
Giorgia- I'll always be your angel, but angels aren't meant to walk the earth forever
She stepped towards him and kissed his cheek before letting herself fall off the edge of the cliff.
Giorgia- Jaden! Jaden! Wake up!
Giorgia was kneeled beside the boy, laying on her floor. She shook him out of his nightmare that had been causing him to thrash and cry in his sleep.
Giorgia- Jaden? It's just a dream... whatever it is, it's just a dream.
He opened his eyes and saw the girl he loves, immediately he burst into tears and pulled her into a hug. She let him cry into her chest despite how confused she was.
Jaden- I can't do it. I can't let you go. I can't just not help you. I can't let you fall.
He held her tighter as she ran her hands through his hair and formed tears of her own.
Giorgia- this is because of me?
Jaden- dont leave me.
He held her even tighter, she was struggling to breathe in his grasp but let him do it anyway, he clearly needed it.
Giorgia- Jaden...
Jaden- why are you doing this? it doesn't make sense! We were so fucking happy yesterday. Now suddenly you want to end it?
Giorgia- I dont want to but... I don't deserve you. Im gonna ruin you j. You're so perfect and im gonna ruin you.
Jaden- you make me better. This is what would ruin me, you leaving. Especially when neither of us want it. Its so stupid. It makes no sense.
Giorgia- I'm sorry J... I just- im so scared that my issues are going to bring you down. I'd never forgive myself if I dragged you into a hole with me.
Jaden- then dont... let me keep you from falling into that hole yourself.
Giorgia- but if you can't and I fall then we both go down.
Jaden- we're stronger together and you know it... please angel. You were scared to say "i love you" but you did and it went great, i didn't leave, i didn't lose interest, i just fell for you even more. I proved your fears wrong before, let me do it again.
Giorgia sighed and nodded as she buried her head in the crook of his neck as Jaden smiled against her chest.
Giorgia- but Jaden, I need to to promise me that you wont let me drag you down. I'm not okay, at all. I was already in a bad place before what Sebastian did and now its so much worse. If you start to slip down with me, promise me you'll run.
Jaden- I'm sorry but I can't make that promise and you're just gonna have to deal with it.
Giorgia- but I dont want it to be my fault if you-
Jaden- if wouldn't be your fault if Im the one making the choice to stay.
Giorgia- fine...
Jaden- so... you're still my girlfriend?
Giorgia- i guess so
She smiled at him while Jaden kissed her cheek and stood up as he went to lay down on her bed.
Jaden- that was the scariest night of my life...
Giorgia- you're whole life?
She spoke sarcastically as Jaden let out a soft laugh and nodded.
Jaden- the whole thing.
The couple woke up around 10 in the morning to the sound of Bryce and Josh filming for YouTube. They were screaming throughout the house as Jaden rolled over, on top of Giorgia.
Jaden- good morning
Giorgia- morning
He pecked her lips as she smiled softly at him, she was still scared that she was going to drag him down with her. She pushed it to the side though and decided to trust the process.
Jaden- you know... I remember something you said last night.
Giorgia- what part?
Jaden- that I have a small dick, im bad at sex, and you've faked all of your orgasms with me.
Giorgia- oh yeah... i remember that part
Jaden- care to take it back?
He pinned her hands over her head as a smirk tugged at each of their mouths.
Giorgia- but what if its true...
Jaden- its not.
Giorgia- whatever helps you sleep at night
One of his hands wrapped around her neck as the other held both of her arms up.
Jaden- take it back.
Giorgia- make me.
Immediately Jaden crashed his lips into hers, letting go of her hands so she could tug at his hair as one of his stayed around her neck and the other lifted her hips so that her heat was pressed against the bulge in his pants.
Jaden- I dont know if you can handle this
Giorgia- its not hard to handle a small dick.
Jaden- your making this worse for yourself
Giorgia- prove it.
Jaden pulled her hoodie over her head and attached his lips to her neck. As he made his way down her chest he looked up at her and made eye contact. Giorgia's bottom lip was trapped between her teeth as she watched his every move.
Once he trailed down to her stomach and broke eye contact to look at what he was doing, he noticed the cuts along her skin. He stopped in his tracks and looked at her forearms as well.
Jaden- baby...
He sighed for a moment before pausing his rough side and leaving a sweet kiss on every single mark on her stomach and her arms. She teared up a bit as she let him do this.
Jaden- I love you, so so much
He left a kiss on her skin between each word, she felt a single tear hit her stomach and fall down her side, onto the bed.
Giorgia- dont cry...
She sighed and guided him to look at her as he nodded and continued his way down. He pulled of the sweatpants she was wearing and saw the marks on her thighs. Jaden did the same as before and left a sweet kiss on every single mark he saw.
Starting with her left thigh he spread her legs and kissed every single mark, old and new, crescent moons from her nails and the more fresh cuts from the past few days. Before moving to her right thigh he paused at her core and looked up at her. She nodded as he left a couple of delicate kisses, on the outside of her underwear, at her clit and her entrance. He used his thumb and traced soft circles around her clit, through the fabric of her panties. As he did this he moved over to her right thigh and kissed ever single mark that he saw.
The entire time he was leaving these kisses along her arms, stomach, and thighs he was making mental motes as to how fresh and how many cuts there were. He was trying to memorize the marks on her body so that he would notice if more appeared.
Jaden- you're going to be okay. I promise.
He glanced up at her as a tear fell down her cheek with a nod. Jaden left his position for a moment to peck her lips and wipe away the tear.
Jaden- I promise.
Giorgia- im trusting you... dont let me ruin you
Jaden- you could never.
He kissed her once more before letting a smirk take over his face as he remembered what he was doing before that.
Jaden- now... where were we?
Giorgia- you were trying to make me take back my claim that you're bad in bed.
Jaden- yes... yes I was
He smirked again and moved down to her heat again, waiting for her approval before he ripped off her underwear and tossed them to the ground. Jaden used his fingers to separate her folds as he immediately plunged two of his fingers into her.
Giorgia- shit-
Giorgia was caught off guard by his actions and let out a moan.
Jaden- i know for a fact that my dick is bigger than two fingers and even this shit got you...
Giorgia- shut up
Jaden- fine, but good luck shutting up yourself
He smirked and immediately connected his lips to her clit. Sucking and nipping on the sensitive bud as he thrust his fingers in her. Giorgia let a moan escape before covering her mouth and doing her best to hold back any sound.
After a while Jaden could feel her legs start to tremble, indicating that she was getting close. He stopped just as her climax started to hit and earned a glare from the girl.
Jaden- what?
Giorgia- you ruined my high
Jaden- you're fake one... right? Whats it matter? Its not like you were gonna orgasm anyway? Am i right?
Giorgia- oh my god we both know I was lying now please fuck me j
Jaden- take back what you said
His hand wrapped back around her throat as he whispered into her ear.
Giorgia- I take it back
Jaden- not good enough
Giorgia- your dick isnt small and you aren't bad in bed, I have never faked an orgasm
She paused for a moment before adding onto her statement.
Giorgia- with you
The fact that she implied she had faked with Lucas before made Jaden smile. He looked directly into her eyes before leaning down again to whisper.
Jaden- so whats the truth then?
Giorgia- huh?
Jaden- dont play dumb, you know what I want.
Giorgia- i dont wanna say that, its cringey and weird
Jaden- you had no problem saying the lies yesterday and repeating them today.
Giorgia- Jaden, you have a big dick and you know exactly how to use it. You're like a god in bed and always make me cum. Now please j
She moaned out in anticipation as he smirked at the fact that he got her to say that.
Jaden- damn, i wish I had thought to record that
Giorgia- oh my god jaden. I will say it on video for you later if you promise to never show anybody else and to fuck me senseless right now.
Jaden- I would have fucked for free but sure, I'll take that video.
He smirked again and crashed his lips into hers before taking off his pants, lining himself up with her entrance and thrusting into her, hard and fast. Jaden watched himself disappearing into her again and again. He watched as her mouth dropped open and her head fell back.
Quickly he connected his lips back into hers, keeping them both as quiet as they could be right now. Eventually they both came and collapsed onto the bed, exhausted and sweaty.
Jaden- how was that?
Giorgia- eh
Giorgia teased as Jaden rolled his eyes and playfully shoved her away. She laughed and gave him a quick kiss.
Jaden- I'm glad we're back to this again...
Giorgia- sex?
Jaden- no!
He laughed and then paused for a moment, thinking.
Jaden- well yeah, but thats not what i had meant.
Giorgia- you mean back to being us? After last night...
Jaden- yeah
Giorgia- I'm sorry J... I really am.
Jaden- its okay
Giorgia- no its not... I tried to scare you away. I tried to force you into abandoning me because I was scared of it happening some day. We had just had a sweet moment and I ruined it because I was scared of hurting you and scared of how much I feel for you.
Jaden- I get it, its alright
Giorgia- no. I owe you something big...
Jaden- Giorgia... where are you going with this? And please tell me that isn't why we just fucked. I told you, dont "pay me back" with your body-
Giorgia- thats not why we fucked and thats not what I'm talking about J.
Jaden- then what?
She sighed and got out of her bed, throwing on a hoodie of his that was on her desk chair and going into her closet. Jaden laid there confused for a few minutes until she came back out.
Giorgia- I was considering doing this for our 6 months... I was also scared because- you scare me.
Jaden- I scare you?
He looked at her confused as he sat up against her headboard and she sat next to him.
Giorgia- yeah, well- YOU dont scare me, my feelings for you do and the fact that I know you could completely shatter me. I don't usually like people knowing just how much power they have over me but you... the amount of power you have over me is insane.
Jaden- so why are you telling me?
Giorgia- you deserve you know
Jaden- what'd you grab from the closet
Giorgia- I'll tell you in a minute... first I have a song to play for you
Jaden- okay hang on
He reached down onto the floor and grabbed his sweatpants, putting then on before leaning back against the headboard and pulling Giorgia into his lap, she had put on fresh underwear in the closet.
She straddled his lap and leaned against his chest as she pressed play on a song she had written for him.
Some Key Lyrics
Kiss me once 'cause you know I had a long night
Kiss me twice 'cause it's gonna be alright
Three times 'cause I've waited my whole life
I like shiny things, but I'd marry you with paper rings
In paper rings, in picture frames, in dirty dreams
Oh, you're the one I want
Honey, without all the exes, fights, and flaws
We wouldn't be standing here so tall, so
I want to drive away with you
I want your complications too
I want your dreary Mondays
Wrap your arms around me, baby boy
Jaden- you'd marry me? Like... you already know?
Giorgia- I know that realistically its very soon and that were too young but fuck... I'd marry you right here, right now if it came down to it j. And that feeling is what terrifies me. I've never been so sure about something and I don't know what to do with myself.
Jaden- it is soon... and it'd be dumb and irresponsible to go get married right now. But I know exactly what you mean when you say that we would.
Giorgia- so basically... we better not ever get drunk together in vegas
Jaden- oh god... we'd wake up married and everyone would lecture us for a week straight
He laughed a bit as she nodded against his chest.
Jaden- so... what's in the box?
He pointed to the box in her hand as she smiled lightly and sat up. Still straddling him as his hands were rested on her hips.
Giorgia- we can't get married yet but.... I found these at the store and couldn't help myself. I've had them sitting in my closet for like a month, to scared to tell you about them.
Jaden- what is it?
He looked intrigued as she handed him the box to open. His hands left her hips to open the box. What he saw brought a huge smile to his face.
Jaden- promise rings?
Giorgia- angels & demons themed
Jaden- "his angel"
He smiled and nodded in agreement as she laughed. Jaden grabbed her left hand placing the ring onto her ring finger, where an engagement or wedding ring would go.
Jaden- this can serve as the perfect place holder until I eventually propose. That will come once were a little older and I get a blessing from Anthony, Justin, and your mom.
Giorgia- you're gonna ask for all three of their blessings?
Jaden- well yeah... you're a special girl, all three of them love and care for you. If I can't win them over enough for their blessing then I haven't earned my right to marry you yet.
Giorgia- but you already know I'd say yes...
Jaden- true but you don't see how much you're worth. I want people who do see you're full worth and value to say that I deserve you.
Giorgia- you're so cute
She laughed softly as she grabbed his ring out of the box and placed it onto his left hand's ring finger.
Giorgia- this ring is because I already think you're worthy of marrying me, apparently you dont trust my judgement though
She teased as he laughed and kissed her sweetly.
Jaden- I trust your judgement on everything except your worth. You don't see how amazing you are.
Giorgia- says the boy who just kissed every single one of my scars- who does that?!
She laughed a bit, with the biggest smile on her face as he returned it.
Jaden- i love you. Every bit of you. Every scar included. I dont love that they are there, and i definitely dont live that they are fresh... but I love that despite them, despite those feelings- you're still here. It's part of your story and your story is what makes you who you are. So, I wish that they weren't there... but I love them nonetheless.
Giorgia- stop being so sweet and cheesy, im gonna cry.
She buried her face into his chest as he felt tears fall down his skin. He held her close as she cried from his words.
Giorgia- I never thought somebody would love me the way that you do. I don't know what I did to deserve you but whatever it is, I'm so glad I did it.
They both laughed softly and held each other before eventually getting ready for the day.
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Is this book too cheesy?
Probably... my bad.
I made their relationship too perfect and healthy 🥺 im gonna cry ugh- they make me so soft and its so hard to write drama bc they are perfect and I hate fucking with that.
Anyways
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