^^🎼This is literally the song I picture them dancing to in the flash back.🎼^^
𝘼 𝘽𝙚𝙩𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝙋𝙚𝙧𝙨𝙤𝙣
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What's a bad habit of yours?
Mine is scratching myself to the point where I bleed and it scars. It's mostly on my legs and I do it whenever I have anxiety🤡
✨inspired by euphoria✨
"Gene do you have any more of that stuff?" She asked looking around the halls to see if anyone heard, it had been the day after her little breakdown and she didn't feel good. She felt nothing but uneasy anxiety, jittery and tiredness. It was maybe the worst she has ever felt in her entire life. She really wanted it to go away. Last night she couldn't sleep, so she hadn't slept at all, she heard things and sometimes saw stuff in the corner of her eyes. Mildred helped her get cleaned up that night, Lilly was just far too out of it. Constantly trembling and shaking, there was even a mere moment when the woman thought her step daughter was having a seizure. "No considering you stole all of mine."
"Well can you like maybe get some more from your dad?" She asked playing with the sleeves of her jacket. Now that he thought of it this was the first time in days he had seen her off of it and she didn't look that great. She just looked really tired and honestly quite sad. "No can do Lilly, my dad is gonna think that something is up." He said shaking his head. "Plus I think you should like, stop using it. You're like fucking addicted or something..." He added with a small laugh. Lilly rolled her eyes "I'm not, why is it a fucking problem that I want to feel happy once in a while."
From a far Arvin had been watching them, he had noticed the two had started talking more. There was an increase in their interactions after the small disappearance Lilly had and Arvin definitely kept a close eye on this. As his eyes stayed focus on the two he couldn't help but notice how Lillys whole mood seemed to change so suddenly. The past week she was happy and laughing now she looked the opposite of happy and very done with everything.
As he was noticing some very crucial detail she couldn't help but notice the jacket that she was wearing over her dress, a brown one, his brown jacket. Now this was very off subject but he was in love with the fact that she was wearing something of his. He probably had left it at her house ages ago. It warmed his heart, how the sleeves were too long for her short arms and how it was slightly too big for her.
"I just really want some, it could be like just half the bottle." She suggested looking up at him. "I just want some okay?" That was an understatement, she didn't want some, she needed some. "Okay...I'll think about it whenever we get some more...." he caved in with a small sigh. "How long would that be?" She asked in annoyance. "Jesus Christ I don't fucking know Lilly." Gene whisper shouted to her before he walked away slamming his locker. God he's such an asshole She thought to herself and walked to her 5th period. This couldn't be good.
