4. The untold truth

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At the dreamis, Jaemin pov:


Its just another day where I am the in the spotlight and putting on a mask. The dreamis is who we are after all, even if the rest is able to be themselves why can't I? every time I open my eyes and look at the mirror I only see Jaemin the dreamy, not Na Jaemin the real me. I cannot even tell if I love or hate this life with fame.

Jisung: a lot of new people at school!

Mark: it is a lot of girls, I could barely make it out of the hallway without someone asking for something

Chenle: while we where preparing everything, someone here had "love at the first sight" moment *looks at jeno*

Jeno: whatever Chenle, she is nice and something for me

Jisung: Jaemin? Are you okay?


Jaemin: yeah, I just have a lot to think of


Renjun: we are here with the food!


Heachan: and some more snacks since we went empty


Jaemin: I am not really hungry *walks out*


Jeno: where are you going?


Jaemin: the library *gets inside the car*



Inside the car:


I was so full of thoughts, like I have never been before. I know it was the words that girl in the dance room talked about, when miss min asked what dancing was for her. She was standing out, she didn't even care if we where there she just left.

She is different from most girl at our school, she had a big passion for dancing just like me. Miss min sees herself inside of that girl. God knows why she never speaks at school or anyone else then miss min and that girl that jeno always talk about even if this is their first day. Why do I suddenly need some reason to be dancing and feeling myself.



Inside the library:


Solar; back here at night Jaemin?


Jaemin: just need some time alone


Solar: the book you looked of is in row 3 by the letter H


Jaemin: thanks


*I tried to pull out my book, but I think it was really stuck because it would not come out. Until I finally grabbed it, and someone suddenly says OUH*



Y/n POV- library


Y/n: ouch!


Jaemin: *runs over to the other side* are you okay


(the both of you did not notices each other)


Y/n: yeah, I am *stands up*


Jaemin: *looks at Y/n* I thought the book was stuck


Y/n: *looks at Jaemin* I was going to get the book to


Jaemin: you have a nice voice, why don't you talk at school?


Y/n: mind your business *takes the book*


Jaemin: I was just being nice plus I need that book


Y/n: what would you understand about this book named hate love


Jaemin: I have been looking for that book for a while, I wanted to read it because it got somehow a connection to my life


Y/n: your life? Here take the book *hands it over*


Jaemin: why did you suddenly want to give me the book?


Y/n: I have already read that book


Jaemin: why read it again?


Y/n: the more I read it the more does my life give sense *walks out*


Solar: you know Y/n?


Jaemin: kind of, why?


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