Chase me or lose me (Jaemin)

3.21 Feeling Ill

Mother: What a great way walking in or a better timing

Father: Na Jaemin, does that sound familiar to you?

Y/n: (Jaemin? What did he do? Did he show himself?)

Father: I am talking to you Y/n, there is no need for lies

The words that were storming outside of me when I smashed the door making the wall shake were no stuck somewhere. My heart was pounding harder and faster than ever in my whole life, what will they do to Jaemin?

He is the only one I worked so hard to hide, he wanted to forget me. Maybe it wouldn’t be a lie to say he wish for us to end?

They were exchanging weird looks which made me anxious. I feel like I was full of pain wanting to vomit it all out. Covering my mouth when the unpleasant bitter taste seeks away out.

The amount of blinking increases as everything becomes blurred and I feel unsteady. Everything is gone black but few words slip out.

Mother: *walks over* Y/n, are you okay?

Y/n: No runaway *faints*

Father: Y/n!? Maid! Call our family doctor!

Mother: *tries to wake her up* Y/n! look at me!

With Jaemin back in the NCT dorm

Y/n has never told me properly anything about her life. From the very start, I had to figure everything on my own but back then it was easier.

I had nothing to lose but her, even now I am willing to lose it all to save her but she wouldn’t be happy if I did. Her mother knew it all, they played me all along making me think I had a better deal.

She saw it coming or did she figure it out, they own the biggest network so I wouldn’t be in shock if she had a connection with everyone. What hurts the most isn’t that I got exposed but that I didn’t know Jinae committed suicide and I didn’t know why came here, but now I know.

Y/n must have been in so much pain, she probably wanted to run away again and if I know her well she must have screamed making her tears roll down at Jinae’s funeral. Did Jeno know this?

Jaemin: I thought everyone went back to the entertainment

Jeno: I stayed, I said I would come with you

Jaemin: Jinae Noona passed away, did you know?

Jeno: I did but Y/n said if I told you, you would run over to her and show her parents that they could use you against Y/n

Jaemin: I am not mad or anything, I am happy Y/n was able to say it to someone. Her mother knew it all about the IP address and all, when I got there she did nothing but rub in the fact that Y/n tells me nothing

Jeno: but the reasons-

Jaemin: Y/n tells me nothing to keep me low so her parents wouldn’t hurt me, I know. I trust Y/n in this but soon I will also go into action. I will lose everything for her, but she will kill me if I do that

Jeno: I have never seen a better couple than you two-

Jaemin: we aren’t dating *sighs* Just two people who are in love but can’t be together

Jeno: let’s go and make some music to make you relax a bit. Tomorrow we will do more

Jaemin: I hope she is doing well at least now and rests