Chase me or lose me (Jaemin)

3.8 First step

But after my parents saying they will harm everyone I love, Jaemin cant stay near me. We got to Woojin’s old place and it was looking the same as always. It was home.

Inside Woojin’s apartment-
Jeno: I am sorry I came late, I tried not to make it obvious that I was leaving

Y/n; Cause you didn’t know if I told Jaemin that I am here or not *sits down*

Woojin: What would you like to drink Jeno?

Jeno: Ehm…water would be just fine, have you told Jaemin?

Y/n: I was going to until my parents gave me a threat

Woojin: Here is your water and your green tea to calm you down

Jeno: did you guys live together?

Y/n: I don’t have enough money to buy my own place

Woojin: How are you feeling now?

Y/n: I hate them for sure now, no one can change idiots like them

Jeno: You aren’t going to tell Jaemin?

Y/n: until my parents stop, its for his own best

Jeno: what can your parents actually do?

Y/n: They can take your jobs away, kill your family members, torture people you love, crush your economy, and not get caught because they have people to take the blame for them

Jeno: *gulp* That is quite violent, but shouldn’t Jaemin know? I feel bad cause he's been waiting for you for so long-

Woojin: Why don’t just Jeno say he saw you and didn’t meet you?

Y/n: My mother did close every road that is possible for me to see him. He has it worst than me, but I wish to see him just as much as he does *sighs*

Jeno: I agree with Woojin, I will just say that I saw you nothing more

Y/n: do not mention Jinae, he was close to her also. He will run over to see me to show me that he is there for me if he finds out she died

Jeno: Yeah I won't, I guess I will get going then. If you need anything Y/n, call me *leaves*

In the NCT Dream Dorm- Jaemin’s point of view

Days have passed by and I still can't seem to get my heart to calm down. I'm trying hard to keep my head straight and focus on the music that we are making, But I just keep thinking about Y/n.

To be honest it annoys me a bit the fact that she was here, knowing I was waiting for her all this time and she didn't think about even informing me that she's here.

I don't know what happened next in her life and Jeno doesn't know either or he couldn’t tell me. But how long am I supposed to wait for someone who doesn't come?

Sometimes I overthink and think that she doesn't like me anymore, she didn't like me during high school but the day she left I looked into her eyes and I said that she loved me and she agreed, she said it back.

Even though she loved me so madly she left and I said I will wait, and I have waited for so many weeks, months, and almost years. Just thinking about how long I waited for her and how long I'm willing to wait for her gives me a headache.

Jaemin: where were you? I was going to ask you to join me for a game

Jeno: Jaemin, let's go to the room. I think you should know this

Renjun: it’s not like we didn’t hear you two argue yesterday

Mark: Leave them alone, it's none of our business

Chenle: Where is Jisung? I want to show him something