2.11 Regrets

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Y/n: *about to cry* how can I not be scared when my family is able to hurt him the second, he enters my life again

Jeno: *walks over and hugs Y/n* You guys are meant to be so you will end up together

Jeno leave the hospital and goes back to the entertainment. I asked if he wanted a ride but he said Jaemin is waiting on him so I should stay upstairs.

Staying away from Jaemin gets harder as the seconds fly by. Family is supposed to make love not fear, but what can I do.  Either way I wouldn’t be happy, leaving family for Jaemin and risking his life isn’t worth it.

He is better off without me, even if he says the opposite. I pack my stuff and change my clothes. I get a message form Woojin saying he is waiting outside. I grab the bag and run out and see Woojin waiting.

Woojin: I know you ended earlier, but I had to over work-

Y/n: I ended right now, I had to take care of another client

Woojin: Y/n, do you really feel fine after that incident?

Y/n: Yes, I think I should have seen that coming

Woojin: your actions just wanted the best for everyone

Y/n: what can I do now? I let everyone down, including myself *wipes away a tear*

Woojin: there is still time to change *starts driving*

Y/n: even if there is time to change, I have no strength to change

We got back home and in home I mean the Woojin’s place where I currently stay at. Even if I left work, I still can’t stop thinking about what jeno said.

Jaemin having daily dreams of me that doesn’t let him sleep, thinking he sees illusions of me. Maybe I should tell jeno that he can say to Jaemin that I am here, but I will have to avoid him under any circumstances for his own good.

But doesn’t that make things harder for Jaemin?

The next day- early morning
Woojin: sleepyhead! Get up! *opens the door and leaves*

Y/n: WOOJIN!!! You never let me sleep!!

Woojin: I told you already to sleep earlier for better health

Y/n: I did sleep early *rubs her eyes*

Woojin: 2 AM ain’t early, that’s late

Y/n: whatever I have work to do late night!

Woojin: writing your life story ain’t work, its to kill time more like kill sleep

Y/n: its based on my life. If I managed to finish this book as an anonymous author, I will get pain a good amount. Enough to get out of this place

Woojin: you can stay here forever I don’t really care

Y/n: no I mean we can get away from my family

Woojin: we?

Y/n: if you want to join me to china, then it’s WE

Woojin: maybe if I have work over there, now get up for work!!

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