My reality shifting journey

Day 8

AFTERNOON- I feel like I'm going crazy, I got my IPSY bag in today and the bag my things came in was the same color on my Hogwarts pj shirt and on the other side, it's the same color as the H on my shirt. It's crazy. I also got a nail polish in thats the same color of the H also, none of this was planned and I didn't know i was even getting the IPSY bag in today. I know it might just be a coincidence, but I feel like it's a sign that I'm going to shift tonight.

I also was on tiktok for the last time before I started on the rest of my school work and this video that came up that was "what dress you would wear to the Yule ball based on your birth month." And I kid you not, the exact dress that I had scripted i was going to wear to the Yule ball in my DR was the EXACT dress October was going to wear to the ball. My birthday is in October, IN 9 DAYS TO BE EXACT! I want to feel like it's a coincidence, I really do, but i have a feeling it's not just a coincidence. I had told my mom what had happened with the dress because she was the one to point out the bag matched my shirt and I told her about the dress she was like, "that's really creepy," and i was just thinking, "it's not creepy I think it's fate." I don't know, maybe I'm just being stupid.

NIGHT- OK so I'm just gonna go ahead and meditate I'm still feeling a little weirded out by the things that were happening above, I feel like it's a sign I have a really good shot at shifting tonight. I did a little re-scripting and made an entirely new script but this time I'm a Gryffindor and Fred and I are dating and Fred and George are my best friends. In my script I made it to where I moved from Beauxbatons to Hogwarts in my second year and Fred and George were the first people to welcome you to Hogwarts, Fred was obviously super flirty with me and George was just really genuine and nice. I feel like if I really do shift and this is the reality I'm living, I will be really happy and just in a really good mental state, so I'm really excited and I really really really want to shift. I feel like this is a really good script and basically a storyline that will make me really happy to live through it and live through my life with Fred. And I obviously didn't forget to script in that Fred does not die in the battle of Hogwarts because that would be really sad if I had gotten all the way through the school year and gotten to the battle of Hogwarts and he dies and I am just left with George. I mean there's nothing wrong with the George whatsoever, but I want to live my life with Fred and see how it goes. So I'm gonna go ahead and meditate and wish me luck!
MORNING AFTER- so whenever I had laid down and I started to count I got to about 20 and I saw the brightest light I have While trying to shift.it was almost about like someone took their phone flashlight and shined it right into my right eye and that is exactly the way I'm going to describe it because it was like someone took their Flashlight and shine it in your eyes. And I really thought I was going to shift and then I kept getting sidetracked because I was falling asleep while I was counting so I kept like our kind of fell sleep then I would like wake back up I wouldn't move our open my eyes though, I would just lose my counting spot so I did not end up shifting. But I did see that bright light which is a really good sign so I'm really excited. But I'm going to take Tonight off and just focus on getting rested and building my energy levels because the more energy I have the more chance I feel like I'm going to shift. So I'll see y'all Friday night and I really hope I shift.