"Time can pass by, but that doesn't mean that it's going to seal up and heal each scar you have. The past can return most oddly, and right now, it isn't an option to lose each other. Not again. Linking dreams can't destroy love. Right? So, why are t...
Today's practice was over, and the rest of the members returned to the dorms, but JB and I stayed a little longer before going with them. It's been a good return since we arrived in Seoul, and even though I'm tired after driving for hours and having the practice with the boys, I'm happy to be back home.
When I arrived at the studio, all of the members started to ask about Heesun, and they wanted to see her right away. I was glad to notice that they worried so much about her health and condition, but unfortunately, I told them that she wanted to be alone for today. She's starting to see her opportunities, and what she can do now that she's back. And I believe Heesun is also trying to breathe in everything that she missed.
As for now, I've talked with JB about many things I wanted to get out of my chest. And many of those things have to do with Heesun. I feel alright, but I do have concerns about what the future holds for both of us; the obstacle life is putting in front of Heesun's path is very tough, and I'm scared of seeing her fall again. I know I'll always be there for her, but I still fear that I might not be good enough.
So far, JB has told me everything I wanted to hear, and other things that opened my mind more than before. I have to say that talking with him is always calming, and even though Mark and Jackson wanted to help me out as well, I first needed to see if I wasn't going mad before talking to them.
-Do you think she's going to be alright after this? – I asked.
-I think she will. – JB nodded. –I believe that Heesun will recover if you help her to leave what happened behind; make her do some things that might take her mind off the dreams both had. – He suggested.
-I want her to forget everything, but it's impossible if we are talking about Heesun. She's fascinated by them, and it doesn't matter that she almost died; I know that she wants to go back because she doesn't have anything left. – I disclosed.
-She has you, and I think that's the biggest reason why she wouldn't return to them. – JB stated. –Listen, I know that things aren't good for her right now, but she has to get her mind off those memories. – He insisted.
-Would that help at all? – I questioned.
He nodded. –Do you remember Song? – JB asked.
-Isn't that the girl who searched for Heesun time ago? – I questioned.
-Yes. – He sighed. –Song moved away from Seoul because she needed a place that could make her forget or at least put behind the memories she had about her dreams. – JB explained.
