The story of my life

I love you Tessa

We got ready and went to the streets to find Hardin's car. We sat in the car and i turned on the music. After 10 minutes of driving, we finally got to the Hyde park. The whole ride he was like my personal guide, he would tell me the history of every building that we crossed.

''Here we are'' he said closing the door

''its so beautiful'' i said admiring the busy London streets

''we have to walk a little bit cause there was no parking spot near the park''

''well that's even better, i haven't walked for 3 days, i needed this''

''well i can make you not walk for the entire week'' he said winking at me

''we can try that'' i said winking back

''ugh why are we in the park when i want you so much''

''c'mon its very beautiful here and we can do that later we have plenty of time''

''yeah your parents arrive tomorrow so that's not a plenty of time.'' shit i forgot about that

''I promise you we will do whatever you want when we get back to the hotel''

''promise?''

''promise, now lets go.'' after some time of admiring the view and walking, we finally set in the grass, it was so peaceful and romantic. 

''its so beautiful'' i said looking at the trees

''not as beautiful as you'' he said looking at me

''aww you can be so cute when you want to'' after a while i asked him a question that i didn't know how he would react

''tell me about your mom''

''you really wanna know that?''

''well if you don't wanna talk about it then don't, i just wanna know more about you so i can help you more''

''lets just say that she wasn't the best mom, she used to beat me all the time when i was a child and she loved other kids more then me like even when i didn't do anything she would still blame it on me in front of my friends and yeah. i had a dream from a very young age TO LEAVE HER. i saw other kids happy with their family in park somewhere and i was just a child with only a mom who was an abuse,'' i started to tear up. ''do you want me to stop?''

''no no keep going''

''ok, so when i was 16 i finally had the opportunity to live alone and i left her without thinking twice, and she wasn't even at home most of the time so i didn't really have anything to lose. i went and started to live alone, all by myself, i started to work in one of my father's friend's office and got money for the apartment. then i got to know Molly and the others who you saw the other night, i was so lost that they just dragged me to drugs and everything but everything changed a while ago when i understood that life isn't about harming yourself, when you already have someone to live for'' with that he looked at me 

''i'm so sorry for your mom and everything,'' tears started to run from my eyes and i just couldn't stop them 

''good thing is i found you Tessa, you are my everything now, a motivation, a life, a girlfriend that i could only wish for.'' i kissed him not letting him to continue 

while he was telling me his story i remembered my own parents who were head over heals disappointed in me i guess, well after what Noah told them it couldn't have been the other way. i lost my best friend, well ex-best friend. i just cant believe what he did. i haven't talked to my parents for 2 days and they didn't even try to get in touch with me, i guess they are just really mad at me.  more tears came down my eyes which i couldn't hold either. Hardin just hugged me. without saying anything he understood why i was crying and quietly something said in my ear.

I love you Tessa...