The story of my life

We don't talk anymore

I opened the door and saw a very drunk Hardin standing there and holding himself up trying not to fall. Why he was drunk? what happened? who was he with? a lot of questions were stuck in my head but i knew that i wont get any proper answer from him now, so i just brushed it off and led him to the bed. I was very angry with him thou, i didn't know what happened but he didn't have to drink that much.

''I love your look baby,its sexy,'' he said trying to hold his eyes open, looking me up and down

''of course you would i have just a towel on me, i didn't manage to change''

''Next time when someone knocks on your door get dressed then open it, i don't want jerks to look at my girl. you only can wear a tower in front of me, i mean you can take that off too if you want,'' he said chuckling

i tried to take off his shirt and he bumped into my bed. when i tried to take off his pants he said

''yeah undress me baby.'' i just rolled my eyes at his remark and couldn't help but laugh at his childish behavior. after 10 long minutes of muttering something he fell asleep. And the questions came back to my head again demanding an answer

the next morning i woke up noticing he was still asleep. i took the advantage and called my parents

''Hey mom''

''hey honey, how are you? how did you sleep?''

''Im good mom, how are you two doing?''

''we are doing good honey are you alone?''

''yeah mom why wouldn't i be?''

''Just asking hun''

''so how did your day go?''

''Noah came to England, so i just spend the day with him''

''Oh i know that he told me before visiting you. did you two have fun?''

''yeah we went to the movies''

''Ok that's good and what about your new friend?''

''what about him?''

''why is he visiting you so often?''

''how do you even know that?''

''Noah told me everything, that he was in you room when he came by and he had messy hair and he was also laying on your bed. are you two sleeping together?''

''what? no mom. he is just a friend and he can visit me whenever he wants and if his hair is messy or not its his business''

''So now you are protecting him''

''no mom ugh just stop ok ,nothing happened between me and Hardin, he is a friend and Noah too, he was just visiting me when Noah came''

''why is he in your room whenever Noah comes in?''

''mom i'm hanging up''

''no Tess wait..'' i didn't let her finish and hung up on her. i didn't notice how loud i was talking that i woke Hardin, he was looking at me worried and angry, i guess he understood what i was talking about with my mom

''is everything ok?''

''i'm sorry i woke you up''

''no no that's ok babe, did that asshole told your mom about us?''

''no just that you are always here whenever he comes and one time you were in my bed and your hair was messy'' i said that trying to hold the tears from my eyes

''that stupid di..''

''please Hardin don't say anything i will talk to him''

''please don't cry Tess ok, he is not worth it, he is just a jerk. shh don't cry''

''Hardin please promise me you wont say anything and please act like you don't know anything ok?''

''i can't promise that''

''please Hardin''

''ok ok i will do it for you,'' we heard a knock on the door and Hardin opened it this time

''Hey again you''

''hey again you''

''Tess why is he here? asked Noah pointing at Hardin

''he is just visiting me''

''again?''

''yeah again dude do you have any problem with that?''

''Hardin please''

''Tess wanna go to Hyde park today? i really wanna see how it looks like.'' i didn't respond him, i didn't know what to say

''Tess? is everything alright? did he hurt you?'' asked Noah looking at me

''actually,,,'' Hardin started to talk looking at me, ''you did something to her''

''me?''

''yeah you asshole, you told her mom that she is sleeping with me, are you out of your fucking mind?''

''i didn't tell her that''

''yeah of course you didn't and you also didn't tell her that i had messy hair and i was in her bed whenever you fucking came by, are you that stupid? who says that kinds of things to their best friend's mom knowing that she is far from her and the most important that IT'S A LIE. grow the fuck up Noah''

''Tess are you really not talking to me because of that?''

''Noah yes i'm. why did you tell her all of that, you knew how she was going to react you know my mom, why did you do that even when you don't know anything about me and Hardin

''Tess i'm sorry, he seemed like a playboy to me, i thought that he was just using you to get in your pants and that's why i told your mom so she would not let you see him anymore. i don't like this dude he is a jerk and i got that from the first time that i looked at him, i mean look at his tattoos and everything, he looks like a ,'' i interrupted him

''enough Noah, he is very special to me like you were, first don't judge a book by its cover you don't know anything about him and second no one can control who i'm going to see and who i'm not so get out now, i don't wanna see you''

''but Tess''

''i said get out''

''Tessa please''

''she said get the fuck out'' Hardin yelled at him and i just tried to hold him so that he wouldn't fight. it was the least that i wanted right now

''i'm sorry, soo sorry Tess i just couldn,t help it''

''no its ok ,'' i said sobbing on his shirt, ''i couldn't start the conversation, good thing you did''

''shh don't cry for him, he is not worth it''

''i'm worried about my parents, what are they gonna think of me like i'm a slut or something, who took the opportunity that they her parents are not here and started to sleep with a boy''

''first of all you are already 18 you can do whatever the fuck you want and second as you aid before no one can control your life you did what you wanted and that's good, if you felt good when you did whatever you did then that's probably the right decision''

i looked at him and he said

''i know i'm the worst in this advise giving part but i'm trying to improve i promise,'' i interrupted him with a kiss,

''no one can control what i do,'' i said that while laying him down and getting on top of him

''that's my girl...''

and you can already guess how our night ended,.. huh as usual ;)