One Hell of An Angel

60:Father to be

Alexis's pov

I laid in bed I didn't wanna get up I didn't have the energy to get up I really just want to cry

Harry didn't come see me after Lucy left not that I wanted him to anyway

After 4 hours Lucy left and I'm still just laying here I haven't moved I don't want to my body hurts everything aches and burns I feel like a toy played with until it was broken then thrown to the side

But I have to eat I have to get water I have to take care of myself so I take care of my baby they are all I'm really worried about I couldn't care less about myself

I had to get blood today too he gave me demonic energy because I almost died of exhaustion so I'm sure as soon as I start moving around the pains will start

I slowly sat up bitting my lip to keep quiet I pulled sheets off me they are probably just as filthy as I am

I stood up and all my muscles tensed at once I took a step but feel I hit the ground hard I cried out sobbing my body was so sensitive I swear the air hurt

"Alexis?" I heard Harry I refused to answer I rolled onto my side facing away from my door "Baby girl" he touched my shoulder I shrugged him off

"Leave me alone"

"Alexis let me help you" he took his hand back but he squatted next to me moving my hair so he wouldn't be on it

"No get away from me"

"Alexis I can help" he slipped his hands under my shoulder and legs he picked me up "I've got you" I still refused to look at him "I'll bring you to the bath is that okay?" I only nodded

He walked into his room and opened the shower curtain with my feet he set me down at the back of the tub and started the water for me "are you hungry? Thirsty?" He looked back at me I nodded again he forced a weak smile "I'll make you something"

The water got warm "take as long as you need" he moved the soap and my rag down by me checking the water one more time

I just glared at him he leaned down and place a long drawn out kiss on the top of my head fisting my hair "are you in pain?" He whispered

I couldn't help but sharply inhale I didn't wanna say yes but his voice sounded hurt like he was about to cry I pushed his chest he leaned away I nodded he looked away from me and covered his mouth he closed his eyes he inhaled and exhaled deeply he closed the curtain and I heard the door close after that

I scrubbed my skin to the point were I was pink and tender in some areas but I still didn't feel clean the water was scolding hot but I barely felt it all I saw was the smoke leaving the top of the shower to clue me in I rewashed my hair twice just to make sure every trace of Lucy was gone

As nasty and used as I felt it was worth it I don't regret a single second it's all worth it so my baby is safe

I turned off the water and sat there watching the water rush down the drain I closed my eyes and laid my head back against the tile wall the only advantage of that steaming water was I felt less stiff and achey I stood myself up and the discomfort was incredibly more mild

I walked slowly out into his bedroom he had a large black shirt laid out and a pair of my boxers I dressed myself and shook out my hair and left the towel on his bed I hobbled out of his bedroom down the hall I smelled food which made my stomach clench

I saw a small plate with eggs sausage and diced cooked potatoes a cup of cold sweating water next to it I sat down I didn't see Harry though

I looked around while remaining seated but it was just me I ignored that fact and ate my food drinking almost half the glass of water in one go I ate slowly though last thing I needed right now was to be sick

I finished but stayed at the table staring off at the wall ahead of me just thinking I heard the door and turned it was Harry 2 bodies over his shoulders blood stains on his crisp, white shirt

My jaw dropped "Harry?" I whispered

He walked over and laid the bodies one on top of the other "you need blood I got an angel and a human" he said sternly I looked at the dead men still warm from a fresh kill "drink" he added

I picked up the butter knife next to me and stabbed onto the top ones neck I started to drink this one was the angel I drank as much I could then pulled away he threw that body off the table I looked up at him but he just stared blankly at the body I stabbed his neck and drank

After I finished him I sat back and wiped my mouth "did you kill them?"

"Does it matter?" He asked back

"Yes"

"Then yes" he answered and sat next to me in a dining room chair "how are you feeling?"

"Better"

"A-and the Baby?" His voice dropped to a whisper

"Why would you care?" I cocked an eyebrow "don't pretend like you do because I know you don't"

He rubbed his face "them dying or not seems like something of note whether I care or not" he didn't even deny it, he didn't care to even pretend to care, to argue that he just chickened out in front of Lucy for fucks sake

no nothing... again

"Thank you for the blood" I stood

"I told you anything for you" he stood up with me making me take another look at the red splotches splattered over him

"Well don't think I don't appreciate it but... I can't forgive you"

"I didn't expect you to" he had no hesitation

"Glad we understand each other" I backed up from him "I'm going to rest"

"I'll be here if and when you need me" he sat back down "just call for me"

I nodded and felt my chest tighten "I really love you" I murmured

"I love you so much Alexis I don't think you understand to what lengths I'd go for you" I glanced at the bloodless bodies and swallowed hard looking back at him

"Just not far enough to love what we made..."