One Hell of An Angel

39:I Feel Funny

Harry's pov

I stared at her deep in her eyes those pit like black voids she had blood dripping down her chin to her neck and chest in a steady stream her teeth were jagged and razor like, sharp points going in all different directions inside her bubbly oozing mouth

Her head tilted to the side almost in an inquisitive manner her hair frizzy yet matted down with red ,almost black, blood she licked over her lips her snake tongue catching some blood bringing it back into the depths of her mouth

She was kneeled next to a drained body, a man I saved, a good man, a man who'd never hurt anyone but was merely losing his way in life and only needed a gentle push in the right direction he didn't deserve this

she was so disgusting , so absolutely vile just looking at her raised vomitus up in the back of my throat

She stood up stepping over the disrespected corpse to stand before me I looked down at her "horrible demon" I spoke my tongue creating the words not my head

Before she could move again my hands sprung up from my sides wrapping around her neck she struggled hissing and clawing at me I started to squeeze

Harder and harder and harder I felt things popping under her skin I felt her struggle to take in air I felt something slowly start to collapse in my hold

I produced light that started this sizzling of her skin her supple neck fried under my hands it smoked from the burning it endured

She didn't suffer she fought and clawed at me until she started to become paralyzed even then her features showed fury she was enraged and nothing more because she knew nothing more

"I'll send you right back to where you belong, Alexis"

It got brighter so bright I squinted it started hurt the light from my hands exceeded even the sun it started to engulf everything she was not longer there neither was my hands or my arms or...

Anything

I gasped for air and shot up holding my chest I looked around It was 3 am

I threw myself out of bed and down the hallway she was on the sofa eating a bowl of ice cream watching something on tv

"ALEXIS" I ran over throwing myself on to the sofa causing the 2 front legs to hop up off the ground and fall back down loudly I scooped her up into my arms

"Hey what are you doing!?" She went to push me off but as she pressed her hand on my chest she paused "you okay? Your heart beat is kinda fast"

I pressed my face onto her neck "no no I had the worst dream it was horrible"

"Oh babe" I heard her glass bowl get set on the table "it's alright I'm here" she started to rub my back

I sat up pulling out of her neck and scooted myself to a free cushion tugging her so she was forced to sit in my lap I grabbed her chin and looked at her

Crisp green eyes with wispy gold around her small black iris beautiful plump lips that are baby pink and velvety her face flawless no blemish or scar her neck was sculpted, soft and clean

I ran my hand through her chocolate silk hair

I kissed her softly and the only taste was of warm strawberry and creamy cold vanilla

She hummed into the kiss inviting my lips onto hers I pulled away slowly and cupped her cheek "you're so beautiful"

She furrowed her eyebrows "what kinda dream did you have?"

It wasn't a dream it was a message, a message from father the light bit was his calling card  there was no way I could never do any of those things he showed me though even if she did look like that

"I lost you" I mumbled "I don't wanna lose you" I laid my head on her chest wrapping my arms around her the position was awkward she was in my lap her back against nothing yet I laid down on her and held her around her waist

"I would never leave you angel boy you know that" she cooed soothingly into my ear

"I just get scared" I whispered I pressed my finger tips deeper into her skin but my hand kinda shaking I didn't wanna feel those things I felt in my dream I didn't wanna hurt her I just wanted to hold her

"You shouldn't be I tell you everything I've never left you without notice before have I?" She tried to help me to calm me down but she didn't understand to what depth I was traumatized

"No no no I just..." I pressed my face farther into her chest her heat surrounding me "I'm scared" she didn't ask for much more

Her fingers found my hair they started to gently twist into my locks and her nails massaged my scalp "it's okay to be scared Harry" she spoke as if I were a child "we dream things that aren't real and those things scare us everyone gets nightmares"

I wanted to tell her I wanted her to know but I couldn't bring myself to tell her how I saw her because it was exaggerated she did have those features but they weren't as hideous as the dream made them out to be

"It wasn't a nightmare" I muttered but her chest muffled me

"What?" She asked I peeked up at her literally only my eyes had left the warm embrace of her chest

"I-it wasn't really a dream"

"Then what was it?" She raised an eyebrow

I swallowed hard "f-father sent me a message"

"That you lost me?" She was confused

"That I killed you... that's how I lost you" I said shamefully

She frowned deeply "then why are you so worried babe?"

I frowned back "b-because it was terrible"

"Yes okay but you shouldn't worry about it you can control yourself you're fine I trust you won't hurt me" she kissed my forehead

"But- but I did I hurt you I killed you"

"It was a dream angel boy it's okay you didn't do anything you didn't even think of those things honey it's not you I know that and so do you baby boy" she pet my hair soothing me

I nodded slowly and played with the back of her shirt because I still had my arms wrapped around her "I-I... I'd is never hurt you Alexis" I stuttered and swallowed hard "I love you"

She went wide eyed "what?"