Jin - Tonight

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Ever since I've married Jin, we both have been quite busy with our schedules. Jin is the busier one however. I stay up most nights, waiting for him, but he never returns until who knows when. I understand that he is busy as well, so I try to not have an attitude about it. But, I do miss when we just lie in our bed and talk with each other until we fall asleep. I miss going on little dates. Just, everything.

It's been a bit lonely around the house lately. I try occupying myself by cleaning around, but there's no mess if I'm the only one in the house most of the time. Sometimes i worry about Jin because he always too busy to even have a meal.

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This one day, he came home quite early and I was happy about it. But, he was angry that day. He began flipping the chairs and tables, he pushed things onto the ground and started to yell. I couldn't do anything but stand there in fear. I slowly walked upstairs into our room and went to bed. And for some reason, i cried myself to sleep that night. I just felt like there was a lot of weight on his shoulders and i cant do much to help.

He also didn't come up to sleep in the room. In the middle of the night, I crept downstairs to find that he was sleeping on the floor, all bundled up, and shivering. I sighed and went to grab a thick blanket for him.

"Come on, sleep on the sofa instead." I tried lifting him a bit. He weakly got up and fell onto the sofa. I covered him in the blanket and caressed his face, kissing his forehead before walking off. But, he grabbed my wrist lightly, making me turn back.

"Y/N... please, stay with me. I'm sorry .." I heard him whisper. I just stood there, not knowing exactly what to do.

"Jin.."

He pulled me down to him and I fell on top. He shifted us so that we were sleeping side by side. His face was in my sight. Oh how beautiful he looked, as always. I reached for his cheek and caressed it softly, slowly leaning in to peck his lips. He opened his eyes and stared at me for a moment.

He then leaned in to kiss my forehead, cheeks, nose, and finally, lips. Then, he pulled me into a warm embrace as we both fell asleep.

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It was 11:32 P.M.

I didn't expect Jin to be home, so i just took this time to go shower and head to bed. As I got out of the shower, I heard the door unlock, which was odd because I didn't expect him at all.

"Jin?" I called out.

"I'm home, Y/N." He says as I walk into the living room.

"But, you're really early." I reply. He only smiled.

"I have a long break now. We can finally go on dates. We can spend quality time with each other." He grins and holds his arms out, gesturing for me to go to him. I couldn't help but cry as I ran to him, jumped and wrapped my legs around him.

"Ey .. you've gotten lighter. Why haven't you been eating lately?" Jin asked.

"It doesn't feel right to eat without you sitting across from me." My voice muffled. He then put me down and ruffled my hair.

"Umm .. maybe you should wear some clothes? Or I may not be able to handle myself." He playfully smirked and I looked down, completely forgetting that I just got out of the shower and only wrapped myself in a towel.

"Yah! Pervert!" I yelled and he chuckled. "Should we eat?" He asks and I nod.

"Mm... is pizza okay?" I nodded again, I was honestly fine with anything, as long as I was with Jin.

"Okay then, Ill order it while you go wear some clothes. I'll shower right after placing the order." Jin smiles at me, I returned a smile back.

"Oh and Y/N?"

"Hmm?"

"I'm all yours tonight, you don't have to worry about me leaving early in the morning or anything."

"Really??"

"Of course."

I couldn't help but smile like a little kid who received their favorite toy as a gift. I didn't plan to do anything wild tonight, I just wanted us to spend quality time together. And I know that JIn wanted that too.

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Jin and I had both showered already and the food arrived. We ended up binge watching scary movies since it was October and Halloween was coming up. It felt really nice to cuddle with him. The warmth of his body, along with mine. I just felt very safe in his arms.

Soon enough, we both became tired so we decided to go to bed.

"Y/N," Jin started as he pulled me close to him by the waist.

"Hm?"

"I love you, so very much." My heart melted at those words. I knew well that he did love me, but hearing it from him , himself made me blush.

"I love you too, Jin." I smiled and kissed his lips. He chuckled and lightly pinched my cheeks.

"You're still as cute as ever." He whispers, slowly drifting off to sleep.

"And you're still as handsome as ever." I whisper back, slowly falling asleep as well. Jin continued to pull me closer to him, and eventually, we fell asleep in each other's embrace.

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