Amnesia || kth ✔

56 - Awake

-- Juhyeon --

"Dad! Can I talk to him please!!!" I asked my father in a raised tone.

"Okay, just come here. She badly needs you" he said to the phone.

I just woke up a few hours ago and the first thing that I searched was Taehyung.

Taehyung.

I need to say sorry and confess to him. I want to tell him how much I love him and I was just a complete bitch before.

I don't know how to explain.

I also miss him so much. I miss him being sweet to me and what do I expect right now? I'm sure that he's cold and his face would be blank or emotionless. Due to the pain that I gave him.

But I don't want to feel rejected. But I'll do my best... to bring Taehyung back to my life... to bring everything back to normal.

This is my fault by the way.

I saw Dad ended the call and he looked at me.

"He's coming, don't worry" he said and gave me a smile.

Yeah, he's coming for Jaehyeon. Yeah, I know that.

But I don't think he will come because he want to.

He's just doing this for the child.

After all those pain that I gave... will he still forgive me?

And even myself I can't forgive.

I wasted his love for me.

I don't know how to explain everything. It's quite confusing.

"It's okay, Juhyeon. I know what you're thinking right now" Dad said and sat on my bed.

"Taehyung loves you, I know that. Based on his actions, he do." he said.

"I thought he has a girlfriend" I said.

"Yeah, but... he's confused. He's pressured between you and his girlfriend. He doesn't know who he really loves. But good thing, you woke up, it will help him to get out of his confusion" he said.

"He's always here, almost everyday. Sometimes he's with Jaehyeon, sometimes he's alone. I can see him through the window that he's holding your hand and kissing your forehead. Isn't that called love?" he added.

It brightened up my mood which gave me a chance to have Taehyung.

Minutes later...

Someone knocked the door and suddenly opened it.

"Mommy!!!" a child exclaimed and my lips automatically formed a smile.

The child hugged me tight and I did the same.

I miss this.

I looked at Taehyung who's watching us hugging. His face was blank as he entered the room but when he saw me, it quickly changed into a bright one.