Amnesia || kth ✔

36 - Don't

-- Taehyung --

I still can't believe that Jungkook made Juhyeon pregnant! He already have Dani! Wait, why do I care? It's not because it will affect BTS' name but... I also can't undertsand my feelings. It feels like... I'm jealous?

No! I'm not! Just forget it! Erase! Erase! Erase!

"Hyung!" Seojun greeted me when he opened the gate for me. I'm outside their house. I want to sleep here, with my child and also to tell Seojun about Juhyeon.

"Jun, you look so happy" I said. It's very bad that I'm carrying a bad news for him. Obviously, he has no idea about his noona. Wait, Jungkook brought Juhyeon to the hospital, he contacted us instead of Seojun. Us, before her realtives. Damn it! Pabo!

"Nah, Jaehyeon and I are just playing. How are you, hyung? Noona isn't here yet" he said while we're entering the house.

"Uhmm... Actually--" Jaehyeon cutted me off.

"Daddy!!!" she ran and hugged me tight. "Jae..." I hugged her back. Her hug made me happy. I'm glad that even I'm not always beside her, she knows that I love her. At her very young age, she already understand why I'm doing this; why I'm working.

"W-Where's mom?" she asked me.

dO_Ob

I don't want to tell her about her mom. I will tell her of course! But not this time.

"Too bad, she's not here. I want to see you together" she added and hugged me tight.

First, she doesn't like to see her mom and now, she want to-- with me?! I understand the child's point but I don't want to be with her!!! I want to be with Kris...not with her! Okay, I will agree to hang out with her with Jaehyeon so it would be less awkward. But, it's really for the child. But what if she flirts with me?!

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"Uhm... Why are you still awake? You should sleep now" I said changing the topic.

"I'm waiting for mom. I can't sleep. Besides, you're here. I can sleep now! But in one condition, sleep beside me!!!!" she said. I looked at Seojun and he gave me a sleep-with-her-look. I nodded and went to her bedroom.

"I want you to sleep beside me" she said while sitting on her bed.

"That's what I actually going to do" I said. "Okay" she said and knocked down herself on her bed.

"Uhm... Daddy, can I ask you something?" she asked me. "Sure, what is it?"

"Do you miss mom?" she asked me.

Yes, the old her.

"Yes" I lied. I know who my child is. She will ask several questions that will pressure me.

"I know that you're already divorced. I know that it's just because of Uncle Jungkook. But, dad. Imagine that.... Uncle Jungkook doesn't exist, you're still together, right? We're still living peacefully. I mean, you were just divorced with her just because of Uncle Jungkook and not because you guys don't love each other" she said.

dO_Ob

I don't know if I'm proud of my daughter because she's very matured at her age or I'll ask her to be more childish.