Amnesia || kth ✔

31 - Pregnant

-- Juhyeon --

Taehyung: Sorry I have a girlfriend

I don't know why I keep staring on this text. But every second I stare, the deeper the knife cuts my heart.

I'm not his priority anymore.

I'm just staring at it. I don't know what to do. I don't know if I will reply or not.

I don't know if I still have a chance.

I lost Taehyung, I lost Jungkook, I lost Jaehyeon.

I lost everything.

It's okay if Taehyung will marry his girlfriend. I just want to be with my daughter.

I just want my daughter and I'm fine.

But for real, I still have feelings for Jungkook. But based on his words, I shouldn't. It's not legal to stay with him and he doesn't loves me. He just used me as his fuck buddy.

For Taehyung, I love him since we first met (in the hospital) and I don't understand why. We're strangers! Love at first sight? Duh, I already have a family.

My memory forgot him but my heart doesn't.

I followed my brain, not my heart. He's right. Taehyung said that to me and I just ignored him.

Yes, I have feelings for Jungkook but I think it's already gone. In just these few days, I already moved on. Do I really love him? I think, no.

I love a person who doesn't love me back.

He made me feel his pain.

•• 2 Weeks Later ••

Two weeks without any communication with BTS. It's kinda sad. I already achieved the every ARMY's goal but I just wasted it. I just wasted to be Kim Taehyung's wife.

I have to visit the doctor later. Not just because of the weekly schedule but I should. I always had an head ache.

I'm now eating breakfast with my brother. After we ate breakfast, he will go to work and I will visit the doctor.

"Does the bacon taste good?" he askes me I just nodded.

"Of course, I cooked them" he confidently answered.

I covered my mouth with my hand. My eyes widened. I was about to vomit. My brother just looked at me, he doesn't know what to do and he's shocked.

I ran to the toilet to vomit.

"Noona?" my brother called me. "Are you okay?" he asked me.

"I'm fine" I answered. I have no idea why I vomit. I didn't ate something weird. I'm also always eating food in a right amount.

What the hell.

"We really need to visit the doctor" Seojun said, I agree. This vomit is strange. There's something into it.

•••

"Alright, Ms. Kim. Do you remember anything?" the doctor asked. I honestly shooked my head.

"You should hang out with him. It will help" she said, I nodded in agreement but how? I'm not his priority and I think, he would never like to see me again.

"By the way, I'll add your vitamins. You need to sleep early. Also, you shouldn't be stressed and eat healthy foods for the baby's health"

What?!

Baby?!

I don't have any hearing problems, right?

"What?"