Forever & Always (I'll Always Love You Sequel)

Chapter 20

Demi's POV

We've been at home for a week now and to say I'm mad at what went on while we were gone was an understatement. I'm glad though that Georgia was smart enough and had nothing to drink or smoke or anything under the lines of that since she is the youngest and Alexia is allowed to drink.

I was lounging around on the couch watching Orange Is The New Black and admiring how hot Alex is. Like honestly who wouldn't want to tap that.

The show finished and I heard murmuring coming from the kitchen, I walked in and saw Tiff on the phone in what looked like a quite serious conversation. After a couple of minutes she closed the phone and looked at me

"Who was that?" I asked

"The doctor," she said

My heart beat started to beat faster

"What happened?" I asked

Alexia's POV

It's been five weeks since I found out that I was pregnant and three more until we go to the doctors. I'm so scared that something will go wrong or I'm not even pregnant because even though the baby wasn't made on the best circumstances it's still my child and it carries a part of me. Lying in bed with my wife sleeping next to me my mind thinks of all the possibilities of things going wrong and I feel like I'm going to lose control over my brain and all the thoughts.

"Relax," Bea simply said

I closed my eyes and took deep breaths, in and out as Bea clutched on to my hand

"In and out," I breathed

As my breathing became more standard I snuggled into Bea, my head resting on her boobs

"Bea I'm scared," I admitted

"Why?"

"What if something happens to the baby or I wasn't even pregnant to begin with I don't think I could handle that if it happens,"

"You can't think like that you have to change your mind set because right now you're in a panic mode you have to think about if it does go right and the memories you will make and what name we will give it not the other way around,"

"It's funny how it can take me ages to figure out myself but it takes you five minutes," I smiled

"Well I am an expert of Alexia Lovato," she said

Georgia's POV

Indeed I lied, I told everyone I didn't smoke or drink, I feel bad, I have guilt inside of me and I can't look at them properly but I can't let them take it away from me. I exhaled the smoke and inhaled again doing the same thing I've been doing since the party. Nobody knows my guilty pleasure, although Mary has her suspicions I haven't been caught yet

This saying is something I can one hundred percent relate to 'Everything that kills me makes me feel alive' I don't know why because right now there is nothing wrong in my life, but I still have this part of me that is depressed, that wants to feel an escape and for me this is it and I love it

I heard footsteps approaching my room and I chucked out the cigarette, hid the packet and went to brush my teeth

"Georgia?" Mary called out

"I'm coming just on the toilet,"

I finished brushing my teeth and flushed the toilet so it seemed like I went. I sat on the end next to Mary

"Are you okay?" I asked her

"I'm fine baby I just miss spending time with you you've been distant from me this past week,"

I instantly felt bad, the look I Mary's face broke my heart, I pulled her into a hug and kissed the top of her head

"How about we go to the park?" I suggested

"Yes and can we also get ice cream," she begged with those puppy dog eyes

"Of course we can anything for my baby,"

I grabbed hold of her hand and got up but she pulled me back

"Piggyback," she said

I picked her up and we ran down the stairs

"Were going to the park," I called out for anybody that could hear me

"Have fun and stay safe," mama called out

"Listen out for your phone," mom said

Once we reached the park we played on the equipment, sliding down the slide, swinging on the swings and climbing the monkey bars, which Mary was stuck on

"Ready go one hand her and then out your other hand there as well but one at a time," I instructed

She did it and only had two more to go until she finished

"Look baby I'm nearly there," she squealed like a five year old

"I know baby now just repeat the same thing I told you,"

She nodded and I watched her concentrate as she did it again. I stood behind her just I'm case she fell over like the past three times. She reached her hand out again and she completed it.

"I did it!" she screamed as she jumped into my arms

"Good job," I smiled

"Now time for ice cream," she said licking her lips

I chuckled as she pulled me along to the ice cream shop. We walked in and ordered two mango waffle cones and once we got them we walked down to the beach and sat on the sand admiring the view

"It's so peaceful here," I said

"I know I love it,"

We sat there in a comfortable silence as we are our ice creams

"You know this is where I come to think," Mary said

"What do you think about?"

"You, my family, just life in general,"

"What about me?" I asked

"How far we've come yet how young you are and if we could make it as one of those old married couples," she said

"I think we could baby,"

"Not if you're not honest with me," she said

"What do you want to know?" I questioned

"Do you smoke?"

I hesitated for a moment, I can't lie to her anymore..

"Yes," I whispered

Demi's POV

Tears slid down Tiff's cheek as she told me.. I held onto her tightly as tears started rolling down my face as well

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