Amnesia || kth ✔

31 - Pregnant

"You're pregnant. You don't know?"

What?! When did....... Since when?!

Then who's the father?! Jungkook?!

No, please. Not this time.

"H-how long?" my brother asked. "Three weeks" the doctor answered.

Then Jungkook is the father!

"Shit" I whispered.

My brain isn't functioning. I heard Seojun and the doctor talking but I couldn't understand them.

No. This couldn't be. I shouldn't be pregnant.

I hate my life.

I just don't understand their conversation even though they're just talking on my front. Until Seojun told me to go home and he'll go to work. He's already late. He just want to be with me on this check up. It's because of my vomit.

When I arrived at home, I'm now alone here. I don't know what to do. Jungkook should know about this. He is the father and I'm very sure that he is.

It's his fault for making me pregnant. He agreed on having sex with me even though he knows that he's not my husband and he already have a girlfriend.

I decided to start it on a text message

Me: Answer my call, please

No reply. But I'll try to call him.

Ringing......

No answer

Now, he's ignoring me. Fuck him.

I want him to know about this. This is my problem. This is also his problem. This is his child.

No, I shouldn't be stressed. I placed my hand on my tummy. I don't expect to have a tiny creature inside this.

But what will I do if this baby came out? Will Taehyung will still notice me? Will Jungkook notice me? No.

I'll try to call Jungkook again.

Ringing........

No answer. Damn it.

I want to be happy again. Only Jaehyeon will make me happy again.

•• Next Day ••

I can't contact Taehyung and Jungkook. Well obviously, they won't answer me especially Taehyung. I won't ask him to meet me. I just want to see my daughter again.

I went to Jaehyeon's school to pick her up-- yes, without any permission. But come on! I'm her mother!

Taehyung isn't around and so his girlfriend. But I could see Jaehyeon's classmate exiting the school with their parents. Just wait a little more, Juhyeon.

Minutes later, I saw Jaehyeon. Thank God! I saw her! I ran to her and hugged her tight.

"I miss you so much!" I said during the hug. A tear fell down through my cheeks.

Jaehyeon just stood frozen. She doesn't even hugged me back. After the hug, I gave her a smile.

"Don't you miss Mommy?" I asked her. She didn't answered.

"I'm sorry for being rude before. It's my fault. I miss you, Jaehyeon. I want to have some bonding with you" I said.

"I'll buy you toys. Let's go to the mall" I said, she nodded.

"I'm sorry again. Please forgive me" I apologized again. "Okay" she answered.

We went to the mall. Jaehyeon is very silent right now. She's not the cheerful Jaehyeon I know. It's already been over five months since we're aren't together. Obviously, our closeness are gone.

I bought toys for her. Right now, we're eating ice cream on a bench. My phone vibrates.

Taehyung: Is Jaehyeon with you?

Me: Yes

Taehyung: How dare you giving me a heart attack! Why not telling me?

Well obviously, he'll say no. That's why I didn't tell him.

Taehyung: Scared of hearing me to say 'no'? Hahahaha I'll let Jaehyeon with you

Really? Did I read the text correctly?

Taehyung: You're the mother. You have the right.

Me: Thanks

I don't have any words to say but thank you, Taehyung. I'm glad he let me. But I wish Jaehyeon will enjoy my presence.

Me: By the way, how did you know? That Jaehyeon is with me?

Taehyung: I asked the guard bruhhhhh

Me: I'm just asking bruhhhhh

Taehyung: You can get Jaehyeon's things here and let her stay with you. But... ask Jaehyeon first.

Thank God. Only Jaehyeon is my problem. I need to make her happy; to enjoy my presence.

Taehyung: It's been almost half a year since you haven't met. You guys need bonding.

He's right and that's what I want. I miss my daughter.

Taehyung: Enjoy your date with her. I have also have a date ;)

Me: Enjoy your date with your girlfriend

Damn. I felt some jealousy. I want to forget about it! I have Jaehyeon beside me. I looked at my daughter and watched her eating her strawberry ice cream. How cute.

I opened the camera on my phone and took a stolen shot of her eating her ice cream. A smile formed on my lips when I realized how cute she is on the photo.

"Jae..." I called her. She looked at me.

"Smile" I said in a sweet tone. She smiles with full of joy knowing that I will take a photo of her. The smile that I didn't see for six months. The smile that is very rare for this kind of Jaehyeon.

"Very good" I said while looking at the photo. After she finished her ice cream, she moved closer to me to see her photo. While looking at the photo, she rested her head on my shoulder. She placed her arms around me. She hugged me; not that tight but it can melt my heart.

"I miss you, mommy"